The past few days have been spent well.
It's 19/April
Last night, she slept with me.
I woke up in her arms.
when death takes my hand
I will hold you with the other and promise to find you in every lifetime.
She wished me
Good morning. She is pretty from the inside and out.
Last night, I was having horrible cramps.
And she gave me the best treatment.
And took care of me. I hadn't had any treatment like this from anyone before :))
She left my room, and I am still sleepy.
I decided to sleep for some more hours.
I woke up at 8:00 a.m.
Noah and I went to the classes.
After a few working hours, we came back to our rooms.
We just had lunch.
I am trying to distract myself.
From cramps
After some time, Arica sent me a voice message.
In which she said I should come to her room to help her paint the wall of her room.
I came to her room, and she said
Her best friend is crying because her partner is going back after meeting her for 2-3 days, and she's missing her partner.
Suddenly, I realized one thing.
One day, we will both be in a long-distance relationship after this graduation.
I felt sad, so I hugged her tightly.
She kissed me and pampered me, but she doesn't know what I am feeling right now.
my darling,
You will never be unloved by me; you are too well tangled in my soul.
We painted the wall and made a beautiful drawing of a heart with some flowers on it.
After spending some time
We decided to go out.
At the park, we had a very good, deep conversation.
I feel relaxed, and every time she shares her experiences with me, I want to cry. I don't know why, but something so pure about her made me cry.
I wanted to listen to every single line of hers; whatever she was saying was so peaceful.
She asked me about how I celebrate my birthday, and I shared how I really want to celebrate my birthday.
In between our conversations
She had tears in her eyes.
Now I can say I love her tears.
I was craving it for so many days.
Just to feel her tears
So I got what I wanted. Maybe it's her pure love.
That flowed in the form of tears.
After dinner
I called her.
While I was calling, she suddenly came to my room.
She pampered me and love me like a child.
I never feel like I'm wasting time with you.
We could sit in silence for hours, and it would still feel so full, good, and necessary.
I'm so thankful for you,
She taught me so many things.
She made me a person who I was not.
I can praise her all the time.
Thank you for loving the parts of me that are not easy to love.
Turning the pages gently and helping me rewrite happy things on my pages of life
You gave me something that no one had before.
You gave me peace.
Like a river that had been rushing, pulled by the current for too long.
You made my waters still
I found rest in your arms.
I may never find
words beautiful enough to describe all
that you mean to me, but I will spend the rest of my life searching for them.
I am really grateful for having her with me.
I am grateful she's mine.
After spending a very good time with me,
She wished me a good night and left my room.
After two hours, she leaves.
I slept because I was missing her, so it's hard to sleep.
