10:00pm

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This is not late but it's just what I've been thinking about.

Since he wanted a break, what am I supposed to do?

I don't know how to act when we text or on the phone with each other having a conversation.

I don't know what to say when we do text each other.

I don't know if I should tell him everything still or keep it to myself.

I'm lost without him.

I just want him back.

Or do I?

Is that really how I feel? Do I really want him back?

"Why did you want us to take a break? I've snapped at you many times before and you never suggested a break.

How is a break going to fix me from snapping? There isn't anything I can do besides apologize repeatedly to you for snapping.

Is this a step towards breaking up? Are we going to break up?"

I feel as if I am officially single already.
Is that bad?

" What are we taking a break from?"

"Was this break for me to regather myself or for you to get a break from me nagging on you all day nonstop?"

Am I too much to handle?

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