" My attitude is my attitude. That isn't going to change or disappear.
Yeah it'll change for a few days or so but it goes right back to whatever it is.
We came into a relationship with you still loving and caring about your ex girlfriend and me being distant all the time, not opening up because I was afraid of getting hurt again.
Which I did get hurt when I opened up to you. Now I have to think about opening up on certain things sometimes.
I didn't trust anyone, I didn't think I could love again because I gave, what I thought was my all, to some guy who treated me like a punching bag.
I thought I would be in the dark the rest of my life because I didn't want some guy to walk in and hurt me again and then leave.
Why do you think I was so quick to break up with you after I found out you cheated?
I told myself that I wasn't getting back together with you. But me being nice I gave you, once again, another chance.
Now that I gave you that chance, I'm happy where I am. I'm happy to be with you."
I don't know if I'm truly happy though.
