Getting told from your boyfriend/girlfriend that your relationship was just a waste of time, money and gas will seriously wreck you. It changes everything. It changes how you view things. Changes your mind set; because now you'll sit there every night staring at your walls or staring at the ceiling asking yourself, "Am I even worth it anymore? What did I do wrong? I thought we were perfect. I thought things were getting better. What did I do wrong?" Then if they do come back in your life, you don't know if they're going to say that you wasted their time again. What are you supposed to do? Brush it off? Act like it was never said? Well it was and it turned your life around and now you're second guessing everything because you feel you're still wasting their time. Things were getting better. I was getting better. Now it's down to day 0 again and these thoughts haven't left my head. I'm falling apart and making you pick up the pieces and put me back together is just going to be wasting your time. It's not fair to you. We went places, enjoyed ourselves but it wasted your time. We did things and we had great memories from it, but it was just a waste. I told you my whole life story and trusted you with it, but it didn't matter because it was just wasted words and wasted time.
