Somewhere Only We Go (Editing)

Chapter 12

Kabir

"This isn't fair; you are fitter than me," I say in between breaths. I knew I couldn't win against him in a race, but still, I shouldn't be this breathless, when he is standing like it was an easy walk, especially when he is still recovering. All the laziness is paying off buddy. Shut up, half the time it's you who convinces me to not start working out. Yes because you always listen to me, don't you? Like I said shut up. If you would have listened we might be having an orgasm right now. Dude chill. Let me at least catch my breath first. Could have said in between the orgasm. Shut up.

"What?" Shit did I say that out loud.

"Water, I need water." That's the worst save ever. You come up with something. Uh...On second thought no, don't.

Avi woke up feeling a lot better and somehow managed to convince me to come on a morning walk. Worst idea ever but he needed to get out, he was getting restless now. So here I am, and let me tell you I am not a morning person, well at least not an early morning person. My only motivation to get up this early is always the bill reminders on my phone, and right now I am staying in one of the most luxurious villas in Goa and have a billionaire boyfr..uh fake boyfriend. This always sobers me up. Being with Avi always makes me feel like I am high until I realize it's all temporary and then I fall face-first on the ground. And the worst hit will be when we go back to Delhi.

"Here, drink this." Avi shoves a bottle in front of me.

"What is this?"

"Fresh juice, the store I bought this from has their own brand so it's homemade and this will help better than water, trust me."

"Oh, so you don't like store-bought juice?" I joke. Avi presses his lips together and avoids eye contact. "For real?" I practically shout. "Sorry, that came out louder than I intended."

Avi looks embarrassed. "It's way too sweet. If I want something that sugary I'll grab a milkshake. I am not saying no one should have those, but I just don't like them."

"Wow, you really take your health seriously, don't you?" I say softly because now it's my turn to be embarrassed. Because I am the farthest thing from being fit. I am not overweight but I am pretty sure if they run a whole body scan I would be diagnosed with 10 different things. I eat more junk food than a person should, discard more cold drink bottles from my fridge than water bottles, and as for working out, even beginner-level training will be 10x times harder for me to start with. How can a man like Avi with his Greek God looks, six packs, luxury clothes, and confident smile ever be with someone like me?

"Are you judging me for it?" Shit, I totally forgot he was here.

"No not at all." Avi doesn't look convinced and the last thing I want is him thinking any less of his habit because they aren't. I sigh. Time to tell him the truth, well at least part of it. We are not here for a pity party. "I just wish I was more like you, more fit and you know confident." How is that not a pity party?

"Come with me." Avi forwards his hand for me to take and I do.

We walk around the benches and a few shops until my feet hits the sand. The beach is still empty considering it's Goa, people probably went to sleep an hour ago. When we are near the water, Avi removes his hand from mine and sits down. He spreads his leg a little. "Come here." I waste no time in getting in front of him and then sitting down, my back rested on his chest and his one arm wraps around me while he uses the other to support our weight. He has strong hands, and man if I don't like being manhandled by him. Anyone else I'll most probably freak out.

"Do you know why I approached you that night?"

"Um because you were horny." He laughs.

"Of course I was horny, but you were the only one I was attracted to."

I lean into him and close my eyes. I don't care if he means or is saying it because I need to hear it, I am grateful either way.

"You don't know the effect you have on people around you Kabir. The effect you have on me. Kissing you is exotic and being around you and not being able to fuck you since we landed was torture." His hand slowly moves down my body and then under my sweat and my breath hitches.

"Avi, what are you.." he grips my hard erection and gives it a pump.

"Do you want me to stop?" he whispers in my ear. I open my eyes and take a quick look around. There is no one here and I can't deny that him touching me out here in the open is hot and only turning me on more. Fuck it.

"No."

"What did you say, I didn't hear the right word." Asshole.

"Please don't stop."

"Good boy. You were already hard baby, who was it for?"

"You."

"Right answer." As a reward, Avi increases his pace slightly and I forget breathing. He rubs his thumb on the tip and I see stars. "Fuck.." I don't care how loud I am right now, whosoever gets a show right now, can have the time of their lives, they are welcome.

As if hearing his name charges him up he starts pumping faster exactly how I want it, his other hand finds my nipple beneath the t-shirt and as he starts rubbing his thumb on it I am done for. My hips jerk a little and he quickly tugs me in tighter with his legs. "Fuck..fuck..Avi..Fu-" Rest in my screams die in my throat as he crashes his lips on mine. Fe minutes later I am breathless again, my body limp in his arm and this might be the best orgasm of my life.

"That was..ama..amazing."

Avi removes his hand from my pants, his fingers covered in my cum and before I could panic about it he licks his fingers one by one and my jaw drops open. I turn around, sit in his lap and then kiss him. A few minutes later when we are both breathless he pulls away and rests his forehead on mine.

"What are you doing to me, Kabir?"