~The morning~
Swearing
Kazuha POV
I sat there frozen at the question. The truth was...I dont know.
I dont think ill ever be able to love again after loosing him
I sat there for a little longer, processing not even realizing my eyes became teary. I never told Scaramouche how i actually liked Tomo, but Heizou knew. He looked over to me and gave me a reassuring glance.
"I...um..i'm sorry i need to think.." I said quietly, trying to choke back the tears
"Kazuha...are you okay?" Heizou asked softly, which almost made me break down, but i managed to hold it back.
"Kazuha....what are you hiding from us..." Venti asked, slightly confused but worried
"I don't want to talk about it.." I said, then at that moment Scaramouche noticed straight away what it was about and got the right idea pretty quickly. He held me tight up to him with his arm around my shoulder, comforting me slightly as Heizou shuffled a little closer to me. I felt safe with all of them.
"You don't need to respond it's fine if you need time to process" Heizou said calmly
"Thank you.." I murmured, only Scara and Heizou were able to hear.
"Who's spinning the bottle next?" Scaramouche asked bluntly, trying to change the topic for me.
"I think that's enough for tonight" Xiao said, which we all agreed on.
"Right so before you all go wondering off, there are 2 rooms. Me and Xiao will go into the one on the right, you three can go in the one on the left. Theres only one bed though so 2 of you will have to sleep on the floor."
"Of course they get the room to themselfs..." Heizou grumbled as me and Scaramouche chuckled
As we moved our bags into the room we were sent to, Scaramouche shouted out towards them
"Make sure not to fuck too loudly!!!!!"
Before all three of us ran into the room while cackling, falling onto the floor rolling with laughter.
"Oh we are so done for in the morning" Heizou said as he got up and quickly locked the door while still giggling
"Right anyways, who's staying on the bed" I asked
"You can Kazuha your obviously exhausted" Scaramouche muttered while Heizou smirked
"Am i going to be the bloody third wheel!" Heizou screeched before i gave him a glare, then we remembered the matters from the truth or dare earlier.
"God Kazuha i'm so sorry" Heizou said before bringing me into a hug, then opened his arms for Scaramouche to join. We stayed there for awhile, hugging all together while giggling slightly.
"It's fine...its all in the past now i guess" I said quietly as we all started to move away from the hug
"I just don't think i'll be able to love after loosing him" I mumbled softly.
"Your fine, Kazu. Your safe with us, you don't need to tell the others" Heizou said calmly
"Anyways we better sleep soon" I said softly while standing up and going over to the left side of the room, next to the window while pulling over a duvet and pillow.
"Just for the love of god don't do anything overnight" Heizou grumbled as he pulled over a pillow and duvet on the over side, soon flopping over onto it
YOU ARE READING
i hate loving you... (kazuscara)
FanfictionKazuha had finally returned to school for his last year of secondary after a traumatic event in year4. He had sworn to himself that he would never fall in love again...but all his plans went through the window when he met a certain boy. (im horrible...
