Stained Glass Eyes & Colorful Tears

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My eyes were glued onto Andy. I felt hypnotized. He was like a car crash. They were like a car crash. I wanted to look away but I just couldn't. It was devastating. I realized that I was in a little trance until Wess was waving his hand in my face.

"Juliet, are you okay?" He asked me looking over at Andy as his sterling ocean blue eyes were staring into my soul.

I felt my heart breaking. And that's when I knew it. I was in love, and he was out. He had found someone new, I mean he's Andy Biersack of course he's going to have found someone waiting on him. But that's what hurt the most. That someone was waiting on him and he didn't have to wait anymore. And when he said he couldn't deal with "this" anymore. He meant me, he couldn't deal or handle me anymore.

"No..." I replied to his question. Then, Andy wasn't there anymore. I looked around and they had moved to the bar getting what looks like shots. I remember when we did that. God why the fuck is he torturing me! I began to form tears in my eyes. I grabbed my purse and I ran past the bar fast walking to the door. I felt the grab of my arm.

"Juliet!" It was Andy. I turned around as he clung onto me.

"Fuck you!" I shoved him as a tear escaped my eye as I stared at him for what I thought might be the last time.

I pushed my way out of the main entrance and collapsed onto the crub. I held my knees to my chest and I was breathing heavily. I felt like I was going to throw up. I couldn't breathe and I was coughing like I was going to barf. I could see my breath in the cold night air. I dried my tears and took out my phone. I stared walking back to the venue and called Kellin. It was 1:25 am but I didn't care. I felt like he was only person who would understand me right now in this moment and would actually care.

I dialed his number and the line was ringing.

"Hello?" He picked up.

"Hi, Kellin.. Look I realize it's really late-" I sniffled.

"-are you crying?" He cut me off. I sighed. And it just poured out.

"Can I stay for the night on your bus. Please Kellin. I need you right now. I feel like you're the not person who actually cares about me.." I spoke as my voice cracked multiple times.

"Of course, of course. Where are you?" He replied.

"I'm walking from Denny's back to the venue. Can you start walking this way? And I'll meet you.." I responded.

"Yeah, be safe. I'll see you soon.." He hung up. I sighed and took deep breaths. I got texts from the guys and just responded that I was staying at a hotel for the night and that I didn't want to be around anyone. It was too late Kellin had already texted them.. Oh well, whatever I thought.

I saw a shadow coming towards me in the direction I was walking and I hoped it was Kellin. I called his name and he waved. I ran to him as his familiar figure came into place. He engulfed me into a hug and I cried.

"It's okay. You can talk about it but only if you want to.." He pulled away and put his arm around me as we walked back to the bus.

I told him everything. Why wouldn't i. He was the one who warned me about him in the first place. And he actually tried to comfort me and not with the words, "I'm sorry, oh I'm sorry to hear that." God I hated those words. The words I heard my entire life.

"I don't know what his problem is. But what I do know is it's not your fault. And you don't deserve that. You don't deserve to be treated like that or to consider him your boyfriend. And for him to go and drink his problems away or hook up with someone else is immature. I'm sorry. But it's true. And he obviously was trying to get you jealous if he was staring at you the whole time instead of his date. Oh, Juliet.." He hugged me once again. We made it to his bus and the guys were still up in the main room drinking and watching TV and playing card games. We entered and it got quiet.

"Just go in the back and I'll meet you there. Don't worry about them." He whispered.

"Sorry don't want to interrupt or be a burden guys.." I said as I walked to the back. In the back was their bunks and then was a door and behind the door was a room like mine. But theirs had clothes racks and two bunks. I assumed this was their dressing/storage room and their was also a door leading to the bathroom.

I sat down on the bunk and scrolled through my news feed and texts. Nothing new and exciting. Then Kellin entered.

"Hey." He closed the door.

"Everything's cool, don't worry about them thinking anything. You know they're nice guys. And besides I would beat their asses if they weren't." He laughed trying to brighten the mood.

"Thanks Kellin." I replied and smiled a little bit tryin to make him feel better and not so awkward.

He smiled at me and and looked through some clothes then handed me a stack.

"Are these yours? For me to wear?" I questioned.

"Yeah. Figured your want to change if you're going to be spending the night. And I don't mean it like-like that.." He grinned and laughed awkwardly.

"I know. Thank you." I grinned at him as I sniffled. I accepted the clothes and went into the bathroom to change. I wore his short sleeved Anthem tee shirt and some shorts. I came out and folded my clothes and he was already changed. He was lying in his bunk next to where I assumed I was sleeping and was on his phone. I sighed as I laid in the bunk.

"You okay?" He asked.

"I guess. Now I am. You know, thank you Kellin. I don't know what I would have done right now without you." I smiled as I turned to face him.

"Your welcome. You can come and smash- I mean-crash here anytime. " He turned a shade of pink as I widened my eyes.

"I mean.. You're always welcome here. " he a smiled back at me. I smiled and mouthed thank you as I closed my eyes.

"Are you sure you're okay?" He asked me.

"Yes. Thank you." I still said with my eyes closed as I turned the other way.

"Okay. Goodnight." He replied. I opened my eyes and got up and went over to him. He looked afraid or confused of what I was going to do. I kissed his cheek.

"Goodnight." I whispered then crawled back into the bunk, closed the curtain and turned around.

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