Black Ink Revenge; Andy and Juliet Love Story

Only Love

I woke up and now we were in Colorado. I got out of my bunk and took a shower. The steaming water burned against my fresh scars. I sang along in the shower to "Only Love" by PVRIS. I absolutely love that song. It just reminded me so much of myself but also Andy. I got out of the shower and changed into some ripped blue jeans and a grey Rolling Stones muscle shirt. I recovered my scars and put on my bracelets to make them less noticable. I braided my hair and put on some rings and a necklace Andy had bought me a while ago. I walked out to the main part of the bus and the guys weren't up yet. I went on Instagram and saw a pictures of Andy with some girl that people were tagging me in and accusing him of cheating. I went with my guy and just didn't let it fase me. The guys walked in and could see right through me. Max came and sat next to me putting an arm around me.

"What's wrong? Why did you leave us so early last night?" He asked me.

"Nothing, I just didn't feel good." I lied. He sighed and I turned to face him.

"You saw the pictures didn't you.." He replied.

"Is it true?" I asked.

"About Andy?" He asked.

"Yeah." I replied.

"That.. You have to talk about with him. I mean, he was drunk last night, but he's a nice guy. I'm sure he would talk to you if he did something." He responded.

"Thanks, for making me feel better.." I responded.

"No problem. Are you ready to go?" He replied.

"Yeah." I said blankly.

I thought about texting Andy but then I didn't want it to sound like I thought he was cheating on me. He'd get so pissed.. So I just got up to go and play and hoped I would feel better. We all left the bus and I trailed behind as we made it to the stage. I saw BVB behind stage but Andy wasn't anywhere to be seen. I just hung out and waited till we had to go on. I talked to the guys and told them I wanted to a cover by PVRIS before we ended the set and I would que them when.

It was finally our time to go on. The crowd was roaring. I took a deep breath and then walked behind my band. I walked to my microphone and smiled and waved to everyone. I already felt better about my day thanks to our fans.

We got half way through our set and I looked behind me and still didn't see Andy. We had made it to the end of the show and I queued the guys.

"Im going to sing a cover called "Only Love" by PVRIS, if you guys know it please sing along. This one's for you Andy.." I began singing the lyrics..

"I'm hoping you weren't heaven sent,
Cause only hell knows where you've been
...
If we don't bend then this might break
...
Don't you shut this down, don't you give this up
I took all this love I found and I hope that it's enough
is it enough?
...
Before you came around I was lost and out I place, you're the only love I found and I'm hoping that you'll stay,
please stay
please stay"

By now I was crying. I continued crying through my singing and the crowd screamed. Before I knew it Andy was right next to me. I pulled him into a hug as he rubbed circles in my back.

"It's okay. I'm not going anywhere I promise.." He whispered into my ear. I pulled away and pecked his lips quickly as he placed his hand around my waist then back into a hug. The crowd cheered and roared. He walked away and I turned to face the crowd. I realized I was smiling.

"Thank you guys. You are amazing. I love you and thank you for all your support because if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here right now doing what I love. So thank you. Have a wonderful day darlings." I finished and blew kisses to the crowd as I walked away with them cheering.

I ran back and hugged Andy.

"You were amazing babe." He murmured.

"Thanks." I smiled.

"I love you, you know that right?" He responded.

"Yes. And I love you too my white rabbit." I smiled.

"Alright enough lovey dovey shit you two!" Ashley yelled at us. We pulled away. My band and the rest of BVB chuckled.

"Don't worry, we'll keep a close eye on him for you." Jake said to me and Jinxx winked. I mouthed thank you to them and laughed.

"Hey!" Andy playfully punched Jake's shoulder. They all laughed.

•••

I went to our tent to sign some things for our fans, sell merch and meet our fans. Andy came over once it was time for us to leave. I was signing a poster for a fa and I felt Andy's eyes on me. I smiled to the fan and thanked her as she left. I got up ad walked with Andy. We walked hand in hand and he looked down at our hands as I realized my bracelets were falling down revealing my scars.

"What's that?" He responded. 

"What?" I replied. He grabbed my arm and now they were obvious.

"This!?" He shouted at me.

"Why are you yelling at me Andy?!" I yanked my arm from his and he grabbed me and dragged me behind a tent to not cause such a scene.

"Did you do this?" He responded. I didn't answer.

"Juliet I'm talking to you!" I still didn't answer as tears formed in my eyes.

"I'm so stupid" I thought to myself. He sighed.

"Juliet why didn't you tell me? When did this happen!? Where were you? Where were the boys!?" He raised his voice.

"I didn't tell you because you were obviously busy and drunk!" I responded.

"I can't deal with this right now. Not from you. Bye Juliet." He looked at the ground the whole time he was talking to me and then walked away.

"Andy.." I was crying.

"Andy!" He didn't turn around.

Did this mean we were over? God why do I fuck everything up.

•••

I spent the rest of the day in the bus with the guys and told them what happened. Not that i cut, but that he got mad..

It was now 12:41 am and we went out to Denny's to eat. There wasn't anything in the bus and I wanted real food to cheer me up. I loved Denny's. We walked down to Denny's which wasn't very far from our venue. We went inside and all sat down at a booth. Our waiter came over and we ordered our drinks as we decided what we'd have to eat. I looked over the menu and decided I'd have a sandwhich with fries. Our waiter came by with our drinks and now ordered our food.

While the guys talked amongst themselves I sat quietly thinking to myself about today. How I fucked up just about the greatest relationship I had. It was now 4 and a half months and I didn't even know if we were still together or not.

Our food came and I looked up. I saw a guy with a long hair, a leather jacket and black skinny jeans sitting down by himself.

Fuck my life of course Andy would be here. I wanted to start crying right then and there.

Andy's gaze was upon a woman with black short curly hair, who wore a short black dress with heels. She looked familiar and she sat down in the booth with him. I was staring right at him and his sterling blue eyes pierced right through me.

And there was my answer.

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A/N: Thank you guys for the reads and votes! It means a lot, feel free to request anything and id love to include it. Unless it'll fuck up my storyline haha. Thank you all. Love you. Please don't hate me. 💞