Why Did You Do This To Me?

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"Come on, Ashton." I grab my jacket off of the rack and close the door behind myself.
"I'm sorry for Luke." I say as I enter the car.
"It's totally fine. We both know how he can be." He chuckles. We drive to the diner with the car full of laughter. He's so funny. I'm already having a good time and we haven't even gotten there yet. We finally pull up to the small diner and Ashton puts the car in park. He gets out of the car and opens my door for me.
"Thank you so much." He's so sweet. Such a gentleman. I get out of the car and walk into the diner.
"Let's get a booth." Ashton suggests. We sit opposite each other. A waitress walks up to our table.
"Good evening, guys. What would you like to drink?" She asks.
"Um, I'd like a lemonade." I say.
"I will too." Ashton says.
"Alrighty. Two lemonades coming right up. I'll be back to take your orders." She says.
"So, tell me about yourself. Tell me everything." Ashton says.
"Um, okay. My name is Taylor Ashley Dawson. I'm sixteen. My dad cheated on my mom. My mom married Luke's dad. That's about it." I say. My life is quite boring. There isn't much to it.
"My name is Ashton Irwin. I play drums. My dad left when I was two. Pretty uninteresting." He chuckles again. The waitress approaches our table again.
"Here are your lemonades. Are you ready to order?" She asks.
"Um, yes. I'll have a cheeseburger with no onions. That's it." I hate onions.
"And I'll have a patty melt." The waitress jots down our orders.
"Alright. I'll be back with your meals soon" She says. I don't even notice how long it takes her to come back because Ashton is definitely keeping me entertained. He's sweet, he's funny, and the way he views the world is so fascinating.
"You know, I used to work at KFC and...."

*back at Taylor's house*

Ashton opens my door again and walks me to my door.
"Ashton, I really had a great time." I say. It's the truth.
"So did I, Taylor." He says genuinely. We stare at each other and at the same time, lean in. We kiss passionately. I open the door and we walk towards the couch. We fall back on the couch and resume the kiss. He reaches for the hem of my shirt. All of it starts coming back. The memories flood my mind. The passion . . . the intensity . . . the lies.
"Ashton, stop. I can't." I start to sit up.
"Why? What's wrong?" He helps me up.
"I'm sorry. I just can't do this. I'm not ready." I pull my shirt back down and lead Ashton towards the door.
"I'll call you soon, Taylor." Ashton says as I close the door. What has Luke done to me? I walk up the stairs. Once I do this, there is no turning back. I knock on Luke's door. Before he even answers, the tears start falling. He comes to the door and opens it with sleepy eyes.
"What do you want? Oh, Taylor," He says.
"Why did you do this to me, Luke?" Everything past this literally pours out of my mouth.
"Taylor, I didn't mean to-"
"No, you listen to me. You've hurt me so much. Everything you said to me that night was a lie. You said you cared about me! You lied to me. Now, I can't even do anything with a guy that I'm really starting to like because I can't get over you! Luke, you showed me a side of you that I didn't even know existed. I knew I was taking a chance, but I would take it all back if I knew you would do this."
"Taylor, the only time I've ever lied to you is when I said I didn't care about you. I was just trying to hurt you. I'm wrong! I'll admit it! I should have never lied to you. And God, I never should have brought up your dad. Okay, Taylor. I'm sorry. Then, I heard you talking the Cara. I had no idea how much I hurt you. I wasted my chance. Oh God, when I saw you with Ashton, I was angry at myself honestly. Taylor, I'm so sorry."
I don't know if he is telling the truth or not but in this moment I stare into his bright blues eyes and something comes over me. I just really need him now. I pushed him all the way into his room and slammed the door shut. I push him on the bed and start to take off my shirt.
"Wait Taylor you don't have to do this if you dont want to I understand if you still dont trust me" Luke says sitting up.
"I don't care about that right now I just really need you now" I say, straddling his lap and pressing my lips onto his. I start to grind on him while he's kissing down my neck which probably are going to have hickey on it in the morning but, I don't care I just need Luke. I feel his hard member poking me through his boxer. I detach my lips from his and get down on my knees and start rubbing him through his boxers for a minute before pulling them down and grabbing his member. I look at him to see him staring at me wide eyed.
"Taylor you d-dont have to d-ahhhh" I cut him off by sticking the tip of his length in my mouth. I've never done this before, so I don't know if I'm doing it right. I swirl the tip with my tongue. I take him all the way in my mouth and wrap my hands on what I can't take. I bob my head up and down while looking up at him to see him with his eyes shut. I bob my head faster and his hands tangle into my hair, making me go faster.
"Ahh shit Taylor I-if you dont want me to cum in your mouth move." He says, but I keep going. I feel him twitch in my mouth. His warm load shoots into my mouth. It doesn't taste as bad as I thought it would. I lick the rest up off his member and wipe the rest off my mouth. He sits up and flips us over.
"Taylor," He kisses down my chest.
"I'm sorry." He says as he gets closer and closer to my sex. He kisses me through my panties. His hot breath makes me shiver.
"Taylor, if you want me to stop, just say so." He says without stopping. I don't say a single word. He pulls down my panties agonizingly slow. Once he gets them off, he starts kissing my inner thighs.
"Luke," My voice trails off as he connects with my clit. I've never felt anything like this. He takes my hand and guides them to his head. I tangle my hands in his blonde hair. I start to pull it.
"I'm... sorry," I say, breathing heavily. He holds my wrist to his head.
"Keep doing that." Luke says without looking up. I start to buck my hips, so Luke holds them down. I'm shocked when Luke suddenly stops.
"Luke... Luke? Why did you- Ah!" I moan as he inserts his length. His thrusts are so and deep, causing me to moan out loud.
"Shhh shhh. Quiet, Taylor." His thrust speed up and get sloppier. I feel a knot in my stomach.
"Luke, Luke. I think I'm gonna-"
"Go, Taylor." He says. I let go and let the euphoria wash over me. He lets go soon after me. He pulls out and throws the condom in the trash. Oh shit. Here come the tears. Luke sits up and grabs me.
"No no no. Taylor, why are you crying?" He sounds confused.
"Luke, don't hurt me again. Please." I plea. I really want this to work this time. Luke pulls me in and holds me tightly.
"I won't, Taylor. I promise."

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