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I.n's pov:
Kissing changbin was like magic, and I felt like I was on cloud 9.

All I could think about was all the ways he could touch me.

I know that seems crazy but it's really what I think.

He whispers something in my ear and I can't help but giggle. It's like a secret joke that only we share.

"As I playfully tease Changbin, he flashes me a warm smile and leans in to kiss me. The way his lips feel against mine is electric, and I can't help but get lost in the moment. Despite his silly antics, his kisses are anything but silly - they're passionate and intense, making my heart race with excitement.

I am completely losing control and it's an incredible feeling that I just can't get enough of.

Do you know that feeling when his lips touch yours and his skin feels so soft and smooth against yours? It's like every nerve in your body is lit up with electricity. It's a feeling that drives me crazy in the best way possible.

As the experience unfolded before me, I found myself fully immersed in the present moment, savoring each and every detail with pure delight.

As my clothes were getting ripped off, a sudden rush of doubt swept over me. Was this the right thing to do? I couldn't help but wonder if I was making a mistake. The uncertainty was overwhelming, and I found myself struggling to make a decision.

I intervened and expressed my hesitation to Changbin, stating that I don't believe I am prepared for this situation. He comprehended and permitted me to depart.

As I slowly slipped into my clothes, I couldn't help but ponder if my decision was the right one. It was as if every piece of clothing I put on weighed me down with uncertainty.

I slowly made my way to the other side of the bed where changbin was at. He looked gloomy and it made me sad to think that I was the one who made him feel that way.

I sit next to him and hold his hand. It was silent until he said, "Should we just stop and end whatever this is?" he was facing downward so I couldn't really see his face but I knew he was on the verge of tears.

I lifted his head with my other hand and turned it toward me. "Changbin what are we ending?" he looks at me with sadness in his eyes. "Was this really anything to you?". I just sat there in silence making him believe that it was nothing to me. But in reality, I didn't know how to respond to that so instead of answering I kissed him.

He kissed me back with so much passion and affection that it made me regret my decisions of stopping him in the first place.

As we proceeded for the second time he became more comfortable with the kissing and it seemed like we had been  in a relationship for a while and are just making out.

As I got on top of him the bedroom door swung open and when we looked we saw bang Chan standing in the doorway.

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