I see the plants turning green
I see the flowers blossoming
I see the bright sun shining
But I feel so cold
I hear the birds that sing
I hear the people laughing
I hear the planes above buzzing
But I feel so cold
The sky is blue
And so am I
Although I won't cry
I feel my cheek between my teeth and so I chew
I look out my window,
Everything feels so distant
Nothing is consistent
I lean back in my pillow, I feel like a widow
But I don't know what I lost
Summer is coming and I am nothing but frost
I can't connect with the world around me
All this happiness is not for me.
