I wish I didn't know what is wrong with me so I could hope to be lovable
Now I have to live with the weight of who I am
I know this disease makes me impossible
I do nothing but crack and cram
You had the privilege to walk away and so you did
I can't blame you, I wish I could leave myself too
I want to bite you with all my greed
At least you wouldn't go without a scar marked in blue
I'm still in love
But oh so resentful
I long to kill this dove
My anger piercing through its skull
Blood is going to be my salvation
Of course, you had to be a lesson
This sickness is my damnation
In your name I sacrifice my compassion.
