I've only ever felt at home
When you were around
My moments there are getting blurry, I miss some
This emptiness has me boundYou told me to heal while you were gone
But now there's a crack in my spine
I am rotting at your shrine
I can still be your pawnIn your absence there's nothing to cure
This sickness is pure
The beast you saw went with you
I wish you would bring it back, make me blueI wish you would let me explain
How with or without you, I am in pain
I want to show you the extent of my agony
Die with you in harmony.
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