you're what i want | billie eilish

24. hypocrite.

1 month later

"hey my love" billie kissed my cheek as she took off her jacket, placing it on the coat rack behind me.

"hi baby" i smiled as i turned around to hug her. "how did writing go?" i asked while letting her go and walking over to the kitchen.

"it was okay, we didn't get much done, but we do have a party tonight. you want to come? we can have mom watch ella."

"yea baby of course" i smiled, grabbing a cup from the cabinet.

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we got ready for the party after maggie came to pick ella up, we said out goodbyes and they left. i decided to wear a white tube too and black baggy cargo pants.

"shit you look hot" billie chuckled as she came into the room. i was sitting at my vanity applying my makeup.

"so do you baby" i looked her up and down through the mirror (shes in her outfit from the grammys after party)

"thank you mamas" she smirked and went to put on her shoes.

when we left we drove for atleast an hour before arriving at the party, there were cars parked up and down almost every road.

billie and i interlocked our hands as we walked inside. the air was heavy, and reeked of alcohol, weed and sweat. billie pulled me towards the back of the house where we met with drew, zoe, and some other girls.

"alaia this is kirsten, kirsten this is alaia" drew introduced me to one of the girls. she had shoulder length black curly hair that hung beautifully over her shoulders, she was wearing and red crop top and black leather pants with these heavy ass platform boots. and then introduced me to the other girl. her name is leanna and she was the complete opposite of kirsten she had long blonde hair, the was pulled back into a half up half down style, tied together with a white bow and really dark blue eyes, she was wearing a pink bodycon silk dress and white heels.

"nice to meet you" i smiled and they returned the gesture.

"lets go sit by the fire, nobody is down there" billie suggested and we all agreed.

we all sat around the large bonfire, i sat in between kirsten and billie. "so alaia, what do you do for work?" kirsten started up a conversation.

"i'm a model, i haven't had any shoots thought" i shrugged, placing my hand on billies thigh.

"that's cool" she nodded "how long have you and billie been together?" she took a sip from the red solo cup she had in her hands.

"we met like four or five years ago, and were together for like a year then, and then we broke up for a few years and we've been together for almost a year now."

"we're actually engaged and planning our wedding" billie added, with a slight attitude in her tone. i looked at her and she was giving me the stank eye.

"what?" i mouth and she just shook her head.

"zoe can you show me to the bathroom?" billie asked as she let go of my hand and stood up, dusting herself off. i slighty looked up and she just walked away.