The Opposite Of Love; ferard

1.4

we were back at gee's house. i had said much since the argument with my mom. gerard practically had to carry me to his room. i wasn't sad per say, just numb. i didn't exactly know how to feel.  my own mother had might as well have told me I wasn't worth shit to her.

At least gerard hadn't abandoned me as all, though I highly doubt he ever will. we cuddled on his bed. i shivered every so often, causing him to pull me closer.

"it's going to be okay, you know that right?" he whispered, nuzzling my neck. even though his breath was warm, it sent shivers down my spine.

"i know." i replied, emotionlessly.

"even though she kinda kicked you out, which sucks of course, don't get me wrong, you always got me. i'm sure my mom won't mind if you live here until i move out." he shifted slightly before rubbing his chin against my shoulder. "and then, we can live together and shit and everything will be fine."

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the rest of break was spent by watching community with gee in his room. occasionally, mikey would randomly walk in to "fine his shirt", but we all knew he was trying to be a cockblock.

by the time i went back to school in january, gee and i had moved the majority of my stuff into his room. my mom glared everytime that we came over, but she didn't attempt to stop us.

on the first day of school, i walked in with a hugh love bite on my neck. i didn't realize it, and for some reason mikey chose not to point it out. but, a certain lindsey didn't hesitate to both loudly talk about it to her match, jamia. from jamia, it traveled to every single person in the school she had ever bummed a cig off of.

after that, everyone who was breathing new of the gigantic hickey on little frank iero.

"hey, frank." lindsey's smile almost looked friendly. jamia didn't even try to hide her smirk, though.

"who gave you the hickey?" jamia blurted.

that was their relationship. lindsey was smooth around the edges, gingerly prying for gossip. jamia was blunt and sharp, not afraid to cut you like broken glass. they balanced each other, i guess.

"Oh," i blushed. by the beginning of first period, i was well aware of the bruise on my neck. i still didn't know when gerard gave it to me, however. "my match."

lindsey and jamia rolled their eyes, both of the girls clearly annoyed with my lack of information.

"gerard. gerard way."

"ah, him. mikey way's older brother?" I nodded before jamia continued. "i think we had a threesome with him, didn't we, lyn?"

"i do believe we did." she replied, smirking. but, i had seen her blank expression only seconds before.

"i'm sure you did. it must has have been a lot of fun, since he's demisexual and lindsey can't remember."

i feel like these chapters are slowly getting worse and worse