2019
JENNIE KIM's POV
You got this Jennie Kim! Don't care about your haters ! This is what I wanted to say to myself every time that I would go and perform in front of all my fans and my haters. I can't. After what happened between me and Kai because of them has changed me. I can't even take a compliment without thinking of my bad parts.
My weight. My height. The way I dance lazily. The hate I got because I was the first member out of my group to get a solo. All of these have made an island on my mind and are telling me that I'm not worth it.
Sometimes I even thought of killing myself. It would have made me escape from this world. But every time a thought would stop me. 'What would happen then? Would I win anything?'
I never got the response from my mind. But I didn't kill myself either way. Here I am now. Being the most hated k-pop idol, waiting for my group's turn with my beautiful friends.
The group BTS were performing and all I could hear was their music and their fans. They sure are popular.
"You are next." I heard the staff say to us and it startled me a little bit as I didn't saw him come. We all smiled at him and got up.
"I am soooo nervous!!" Lisa said as she held Jisoo's hand alongside with mine. Chaeyoung was holding her stomach. Why though?
"Are you okay?" I asked her and she saw me oddly. "Of course. Why?" She asked me back. "No I thought that something was wrong with your stomach as you keep holding it."
"Nahhh, I just want to eat." Chaeyoung's explanation relieved some tension, and I chuckled in response. "Well, after this, we can grab a bite to eat. Just a few more moments, and then we'll be free to indulge."
Lisa on the other hand was freaking out. I was too but I couldn't tell her that. It will add more tension to the situation. "Miss Jennie, you are next." The staff said and I followed him.
"FIGHTING QUEEN" The girls were cheering me from behind and I smiled back as I raised my arm in a punch that meant "FIGHTING"!
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TAEHYUNG POV
It was the time for the most popular girl group to perform and I would be lying if I didn't say that I wasn't looking forward for this performance.
Their new comeback left all of us with an open mouth. Jungkook tapped my shoulder as he whispered in my ear. "Look at them!!" He said as he gestured with style from the crowd. A pink one.
As the yellow lights illuminated the stage, my eyes were drawn to the girl dancing with two men dressed in black. Their choreography was mesmerizing, each movement perfectly synchronized. I couldn't tear my gaze away, captivated by their performance.
Jennie Kim. One of the sexiest girls of the k-pop industry and the hottest topic of many male k-pop idols.
As Jennie Kim and her dancers commanded the stage with their electrifying performance, I found myself completely entranced. Jennie's magnetic presence and undeniable talent were evident in every move she made, solidifying her reputation as one of the sexiest and most talked-about figures in the K-pop industry. Her allure was undeniable, captivating not just the audience, but also the hearts of many male K-pop idols, myself included.
But I am sure that it is only a little crush and nothing more. As the other members of the girl group joined Jennie Kim on stage, the energy surged even higher. Jisoo eonnie , Chaeyoung, and Lisa brought their own unique flair to the performance, seamlessly blending their voices and dance moves with Jennie's. Together, they mesmerized the audience with their hit songs "D3" and "FOREVER YOUNG," showcasing their talent and camaraderie as a group. Despite my initial thoughts, it was impossible to deny the impact they had on me, leaving me in awe of their collective charm and skill.
Not only me but all of the crowd including k-pop idols were amazed by their performance. My eyes traveled to the table where EXO were sitting. All of them had a smile on their faces even Kai. How could he smile like that looking at her like that after putting her into all that stress!?
It may have been perplexing to see Kai smiling considering any previous stress, perhaps it was a testament to his professionalism and ability to separate personal matters from professional ones in that moment.
The performance ended and the MC came in the stage. "Well that sure made us feel like we were forever young." He said and all of us laughed with him as we all saw Jin after he said that.
"Fuck you guys." He said with an innocent smile on his face. "I have to go a little bit to the bathroom and I will come back quickly." I said as I got up.
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