After Minho had finished with me I had found my way to my bedroom, falling into bed. I couldn't help but feel that slight unsatisfaction of not getting what I want, and also the guilt of knowing Felix was only in the next room.
I cared for both men, and they were both very different. Felix was attentive and soft, whereas Minho loved being in control. Sure Minho was caring too, but in different ways.
I was torn between both men, and now things were complicated. Would Minho tell Felix about our little slip up? The bigger question was would Felix even care? I couldn't be sure of either of their feelings towards me, although Minho made it sound more than just friendly.
I turned on my side, about to fall asleep when the bedroom door opened. "Y/n... where'd you go?" It was Felix's voice, I could tell by how deep it was. It was almost scary considering he had just woken up.
"Sorry Felix... it got late." I muttered in response, turning to look at him with a smile.
"You never cuddle with us anymore..." he whined slightly, pouting at me. It was true though, we rarely ever slept in the same bed. It was easier to keep my emotions in check that way.
I sighed, playfully rolling my eyes before lifting my blanket up to invite him to join. He looked like a kid as he waddled over, climbing into bed next to me. "Sorry for leaving, I didn't want to disturb you." I responded, turning to face him. "You looked so cute when you were sleeping"
Felix wrapped his arms around me, cuddling in close. I was getting used to him being so clingy, it was actually pretty adorable. I could never understand why he clung onto me when he could have any girl he wanted. "Don't forget... we have a whole day of studying tomorrow. So you better get to sleep." He poked me in the side, before chuckling.
I ran my fingers through his hair, turning to hug him back so we could settle into sleep. But something was nagging at me, the fact I was with Minho not even half an hour ago and now I was with Felix. "Didn't you want to cuddle with Lee Know?" I muttered, looking up at him.
He looked back at me, tucking a strand of hair back behind my ear "I could... but you're better" I could tell he was playing around, that playful look on his face. "You always smell like vanilla... and your eyes always light up when you smile. It's hard to resist." He teased.
I blushed slightly, leaning towards him and kissing his cheek. "Well if it's any consolation I think you're pretty cute too.." I smiled. The thing with Felix is that he needed that affection, it was part of who he is. He was very big on physical touch.
I could feel his eyes on me as I laid my head back down, and before I could ask him or tease him about it, his lips were on mine. Kissed twice on the same day? What did I ever do to deserve this? It was a blessing and a curse at the same time.
His kiss wasn't like Minho, he was soft and gentle, careful, attentive. His touch was soft and he made sure I was comfortable. He looked at me with a hunger in eyes, like he wanted to devour me, take me right here right now. But he didn't.
"Goodnight y/n.." he muttered, shifting away slightly to fall back to sleep. It was hard to figure out what had just happened, was he just trying to be respectful?
I snuggled back down, rubbing his head until he fell back to sleep before letting myself succumb to my exhaustion.
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Stuck in the middle (Minlix x Reader)
FanfictionYou're stuck in the middle when your feelings towards two friends start to spiral. They had never even shown any notice of you, until now. Now you're spending most of your free time with them when they're not busy performing. (this story is entire...