Unspoken (Emotional Creative Writing)

'Cracked In Between'

Staring at the ceiling, watching the darkness envelop me whole.
I can't explain the feeling in my head, words whirling around.
How do I express this feeling?
The feeling of wanting to scream out for help but all that comes out of my mouth is;
"I'm just tired."
That's it??
"I'm just tired."
Why can't my mouth say what my mind cries out for?
How do I explain the feeling that's been driving me crazy?
I get so dizzy for no reason, I can't stand being in a room with a bunch of people anymore, it makes me feel like i'm going crazy.
Everything feels so loud and like the noise around me gets amplified to a new extreme.
It makes my ears hurt.
I feel like i'm cracked in between my soul, like it's in between fragments, bits of me spaced around and scattered across the universe.
I wish I could yell out more than my mouth allows me to.
I can't express the feeling, yet I have the need to.
I'm so cracked in between that it's so frustrating and I wish my voice could grasp the correct words and scream out for help like I want to.
It feels like my words are so limited, yet I know a ton.
I feel like i'm trapped in a singular colored room with padded walls and one door, with just a tiny window pointing in.
A crazy cell, some people would call it.
It feels like i'm trapped in a room, unable to grasp oxygen and the rest of the world is empty and devoid of air.
Like there isn't enough in the world for me to breathe into my lungs.

It sucks to be 'cracked in between.'

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