Wild Obsession | Taekook

EPISODE 9

Edited~

Taehyung pov :

I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling as my mind raced with thoughts of Jungkook. Omo, what did I just do?! I couldn't believe I kissed him on the cheek like that. It was so impulsive, so reckless.

Why can't I control my feelings around him? I've always prided myself on being confident and self-assured, but whenever Jungkook is near, I turn into a nervous wreck.

And now...now I'm wondering what he thinks of me. Is he embarrassed? Does he think I'm weird? Ugh, the thought alone makes me want to hide under my blankets forever.

Why did I do that?! I keep asking myself. It's not like I haven't had feelings for him before, but this is different. This is like...I don't know, it's like my heart is screaming for attention or something.

I throw my arm over my face, groaning in frustration. Taehyung, what have you done?! You're going to scare him off with your crazy feelings!

I take a deep breath, trying to calm myself down. Maybe it's not the end of the world. Maybe...just maybe...he feels the same way.

Elusive thoughts swirled in my mind like a vortex, refusing to let me grasp a single coherent reason for my actions. Why did I kiss him? Why do I feel this way?

I tossed and turned, my sheets tangled around me like my emotions. It's not like I haven't had crushes before, but this...this is different. Jungkook is different.

His bright smile, his infectious laugh, his kind heart...it all drew me in, like a moth to a flame. But it's more than that. It's the way he makes me feel when we're together - like I'm home.

Ugh, I'm so confused. I don't know what's happening to me. All I know is that I can't stop thinking about him.

I threw off the covers and got out of bed, pacing around my room like a caged animal. I need to calm down, clear my head.

But as I walked, my mind wandered back to Jungkook. What is he thinking right now? Does he feel the same way?

I stopped in front of my window, gazing out at the city lights. Maybe...just maybe...this is the start of something new. Something special.

A soft smile spread across my face as I let the possibility sink in. Maybe I don't need to know why I feel this way. Maybe I just need to let it happen.

Yoongi plopped down on my room, his eyes sparkling with curiosity. "What happens Tae?? You didn't sleep yet?? Tell me what's make you awake..."

"Just.. stuff, yoongi." I hesitated, unsure how much to reveal. I didn't want to spill everything just yet, especially since I wasn't even sure what was happening myself.

Yoongi's eyes sparkled with curiosity. "Come on, Tae, what's going on? You've been acting weird all day."

"Just...stuff, Yoongi," I repeated, trying to brush it off.

Yoongi raised an eyebrow. "Stuff, huh? Well, if you're not going to tell me, I'm just going to have to guess."

He thought for a moment, then said, "Did something happen with... your project for new film??"

I shook my head, trying not to laugh. "No, it's not about my film, yoongi."

Yoongi's expression turned thoughtful. "Hmm...well, you're being really mysterious, Tae. I'm going to have to keep an eye on you."