things i wish you said // Matt Boldy

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I'll waste my time, I'll waste my life on idiotic things...

Autumn's POV

I hate August 14th with every single bone in my body.

My life fell apart that day, I lost everything.

Because he was everything. Literally everything.

"Get up," my sister pulled the blanket off of me that I had covered my head with.

"I don't want to, I can't," I sighed, pulling the blanket back over me.

She sighed, "You can't always hate today."

"I can, and I will," I mumbled.

She sighed, "It's been 5 years Autumn. You have to move on."

I pulled the blanket off of my head, "Will you leave me alone if I get up?"

"Only if you get up."

I sighed and got out of bed, grabbing my phone and looking at the time, 12:42pm.

The exact time I got the, we need to talk, text.

"I'm going to take a shower," I brush past my sister and head into the bathroom and start the water.

I shower, trying to hurry so I don't sink into my own thoughts.

I don't want to think about it.

But even no matter how hard I try, it always comes back up and I just have to accept the fact.

August 14, 2019

Matt🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

Matt🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
we need to talk

Autumn🫶🏼💋
is everything okay?

Matt🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
yeah
we just need to talk
about like
what are we going to do?

Autumn🫶🏼💋
do you want me to
come over?
or do you want to meet
somewhere?

Matt🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
yeah just come over
i'll see you soon

Autumn🫶🏼💋
okay!
i'm omw
read 12:48pm

I don't know what's going on.

I thought everything was fine.