Daddy Issues Made Me Clueless

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Sorry that I haven't been writing as much lately. Stupid school has me fucked up with AP Human Geography (who knew that people actually enjoy reading a textbook on that) I will be writing more often though because I finally got a grasp of it. Enjoy(and make sure to like).

I'm an idiot. Such a fucking idiot.

Last night was the worst amount of sleep that I've had. 25 minutes. I couldn't sleep knowing that Marinette was in the same room. I know she was trying to hide it, but she was mad. And hopefully, it wasn't completely at me.

I shouldn't have admitted that I knew about her and Chat Noir, I just reaallly wanted her to know that she can date Adrien.

But what if she likes Chat? But we said that actually getting together was off-limits. We didn't like each other before we made that comment. I NEED to talk to someone, but the only person I can talk to is ladybug, who doesn't want conversations to have anything to do with our personal lives.

And my dad has been acting weird. He's even more distant than before(if that's even possible) and doesn't check on me as much as he used to. I mean, he still makes me do modeling and stuff, but my bodyguard and Natalie are only around me. Then, I can do whatever I want after modeling and fencing.

And while I would love to date Marinette as Adrien, I want Marinette and Chat Noirs friendship to continue. She acts like a completely different person around Chat Noir. Originally, I thought it was because it was easier to talk to him because she couldn't see his face. Sometime around when we first went to the wax museum with the original 4, I noticed that she was more comfortable with her other friends, and I kind of felt like she didn't like me as much. Now I know it was because she had a crush and didn't know how to act. It was cute.

She was so cute.

Even when she woke up from the couch and fell off when she remembered where she was, who's clothes she was wearing, and that my large shirt had road up her thigh. She was an amazing sight to see. I'm an idiot for not seeing just how amazing Marinette was. That's why I need her to see that I'm no longer an idiot. I see her and I know that she liked me (hopefully she still likes me).

But I don't want to scare her, and I seem to have kind of messed that up when she caught me staring. She rushed to fix her shirt.

Trying to ease the awkward silence, I smile, "Good morning, Marinette. Is your back okay? I feel bad for allowing you to sleep on the couch."

She stretched and nodded, "Sometimes I slept on my chaise while doing homework," she smiled, "I'm no stranger to sleeping in weird positions."

"I'm sure that the chef is already done with breakfast if you want to eat now," I led her down the stairs and we talked about the weather for when she felt like walking back.

"I'm not going to be using Gorilla for the time, so after breakfast I'll call for him to pick you up."

"No, I swear I'm fine. I love walking in the streets, especially in the morning." Marinette sat in the chair opposite of me.

"You always say the most amazing things, Marinette." Was that too much Chat Noir? Plagg chuckling in my pocket says, 'yes'.

And so does her face. She was looking down at her plate with the most beautiful blush ever. I would have hit myself for making her uncomfortable if it weren't for the fact that she was smiling.

"Are you trying to woo me, Agreste?"

"Maybe."

She somehow blushed more but continued to sit tall and stare straight at me with a smirk.

"Why?"

"Hmmmmm... Maybe because I want to date you and think that flirting will help." I smirk.

"I have to deal with Chat Noir's flirting, do you really think that yours will work?" 

"True, but does he have a way to see you every day... can he introduce you to models and fashion designers and let you on set." I smile my amazing smile that I use when modeling. I know it worked on her. Her smirk faltered and that's when I know I got the win on that argument.

And just because I want her to date Adrien doesn't mean that I won't be seeing her as Chat Noir. In fact, I already have a little date planned today.



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