His Junoon- A Story Of Love And Madness ~

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Ayzal's Pov:

Sunlight fall on my face. As I opened my eyes . It's Mehendi today . It will be really tiring today! Idk what to say.

Just 2 days more than this wedding will get over I will have some good sleep.

But Wait A moment! shaadi ke baad mai apne ghar nai rhungi. oh hell No!!

(I won't live in my own house!)

wait mai ye sb mai apna dimaag kyu nai lgati!!

(Why don't I use my brain in all this Bs)

mumma entered the room.

"what happened?"
She was confused seeing me like this.

I was sitting on my bed with a scared face.

I calmed myself down.And smiled

"Nothing"

"Chalo shukar h tm uth gyi mai tmhe uthane aa rhi thi."

(Thank God! you woke Up . I was about to wake you up.)

She went in my dressing room And I went behind her. Suddenly I hugged her.
I don't feel like going And I want to cry But I won't.

"What happened Ayzal?"

"Nothing" My voice cracked.

Mumma looked up. I already had tears in my eyes. I hate myself for this I don't wanna cry But I always end up crying like a mad woman.Why can't I just control my emotions . I can't cry i1 ern front of her She will get tension.No Ayzal No Please Hell No don't cry!

"Ayzal bacha..Aise kyu ro rhi mera bacha sush!"

(Ayzal Child, why are you crying like this my child ,shush!)

"Mumma nai jana mujhe . Mujhe yaha apke pas rhna h . Mai nai jana chahti . Mai kaise reh paungi apke bina. mai nai reh paungi."

(Mumma I don't wanna go.I want to kive with you. I don't wanna go. How will I live without you. I can't)

I Cried. I Fucking Cried. I let my emotions out. And Infront of my mumma What will she think of me? I've not cried infront of her since years. She will think if me as a loser.

She made me sit on the bed.

"Dekho beta this is the life of a woman. mai jab dulhan ban rhi thi mai bhi royi bht royi. Mujhe laga kya pta vaha mere sath koi baat krega ki nai. Sbko ek din kisi na kisi ke ghar jana h Aur usko apna ghar bnana h."

Mumma is also really sensitive Idk how she she didn't cried yet.

Just then the door open .

"Mumma ye kurta -"

Bhai entered and looked at us. he ran towards me.

"What happened mere bache?"

Mumma told him everything and he looked a little emotional.He hugged me tightly. And mumma went as she wanted to give us some siblings time.

After what felt like eternity. I was normal.

"Bhai?"

"Hmm."

"Ap meri shaadi mai rooge."

I could feel him wiping his tears.

"naah. ghar mai jagah ho jayegi . mai roohan ka study room bnaunga ye room. is ghar mai kitne saalon baad shanti hogi."

"Bhaiiiiii" I whined .

He laughed.

"Chalo bacha . Get ready aur neeche aao. aur saari packing karlo.if anything us left . Do breakfast. And get ready. "