Two Bleeding Hearts [discontinued? may return]

Chapter 6: Heart Like Yours

Yes the title is because of the song I linked up top

It had been a bit since Lucifer had started to cut himself again, still unsuccessful at making any lasting damage. Alastor as finally doing better after having to take quite a few doses of angelic blood but Lucifer obviously didn't mind because although it hurt at least he had some sort of purpose.

L: That should be the last bit of blood you need then you should be all healed up!

Alastor caught himself staring at the kings smile, something he did often. He couldn't stop thinking of what Rosie had said in regards to being in love, while he didn't fully get it it felt lie maybe that's what it was. He remembered Rosie saying something about him being an "Ace in the hole" he didn't know what it meant but maybe it was some sort of answer to the confusion he had been feeling. He got his mind to stop wandering for long enough to respond to Lucifer

A: Great! Seeing as by now Charlie usually starts the days activity we should probably head down to the lobby.

They headed down to see Charlie writing stuff on a large whiteboard

C: Dad! Alastor! There you guys are! I was just about to start todays activity! Alright everyone for todays activity is going to be a bonding exercise! You will get a partner and play some bonding games with them! Two truths and a lie, 20 questions, things like that!

Charlie went with Vaggie, Husk and Angel went together, Cherri and Nifty went together leaving Alastor and Lucifer to go together. Everyone was having a fun time and to everyone's surprise Lucifer and Alastor were getting along well. None of them knew about Alastor's injury or that most mornings the would end up talking a bit when Lucifer gave Alastor his blood.

AD: Holy shit are they actually gettin' along!?

H: Looks like it

Husk smirked as he had recently noticed Alastor acting different around Lucifer than he did around anyone else and had his suspicions that there was at least something between the two even if it had the chance of just being Alastor having feelings Lucifer didn't now about.

C: I'm happy they're getting along but you guys still need to do your part in the activity

Charlie said while smiling at the two

AD: Alright, alright

Lucifer and Alastor were both smiling while talking to each other but both of their minds were racing with a million thoughts.

Lucifers thoughts

How is he such a damn cool guy! Ugh how the hell am I in love again because this is DEFINITLY love. He's so amazing yet I'm just a fallen angel that caused the world to go to shit and be filled with sin. compared to a sinner I'm worse seeing as if didn't exist he could be up in heaven. All I can do is fuck up and if he ever thinks about the fact that without me nothing bad in his life would have happened if I didn't do anything. Lets be honest here he doesn't love me I mean how could someone like him like me?

Alastor's thoughts

Why do I feel like this around him? I hated him then he cared about me and after talking so much it feels different. It was never a "love at first sight" or a "Damn he's hot but I hate him" It was just hate and then slowly I liked him more. That's confusing and all but think about what your mother would say. First off you might like the king of hell, secondly he is a man. Why can't I stop fucking up I could have helped her I could have stopped her from dying but still even in death I will continue to let her down. On top of that I'm a serial killer and cannibal how the fuck could someone that came from somewhere so pure and be filled with so much courage ever love someone like me?

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After the activities were done Alastor decided to pay another visit to Rosie. She was confused when she saw Alastor again even though it had only been about a week since she last saw him and usually they didn't see each other that often due to them both being busy with their duties as overlords, though the visit was unexpected she was still glad to see him again

R: Oh Alastor! What brings you back her so soon? Do ya miss me that much!

She said with a smirk that slowly dropped as she saw Alastor's sad expression

R: Alastor are you okay?

A: Can I talk to you please, in private?

R: Of course, you can talk to me anytime you need.

They walked into the back office yet again

A: What the hell is an Ace in the hole?

Rosie chuckled t the sudden question but calmed down quickly to answer it

R: Oh that was just a joke I made, I'm assuming you don't know what being asexual is though, do you.

Alastor shook his head

R: Well it's basically when you feel little to no sexual attraction to people and from what I know about you I just assumed that you most likely would be! Was I mistaken?

A: No that actually sounds like me, is it okay if I ask another question?

R: Of course! That's what friends are for!

A: Well With the whole thing with Lucifer, I hated him but as I got to know him more that's when I thought I could actually like him but for most other people its more of a "I like this person and I like them more now that I know them" thing if I'm not mistaken

R: hmmmm, maybe your demiromantic? It's basically you don't really develop feelings until you get to know someone, does that see right?

A: Yeah but shouldn't I not be confused anymore? I still am even with an answer

R: It's difficult to figure this stuff out but I can try my best to help whenever you need it okay? I have to get back to work soon, sorry to cut this short

A: No no that's okay, I should get back to the hotel anyway. Thanks again Rosie!

R: Anytime Alastor

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(1011 words) Sorry for the previous few chapters being short but I finally got out a longer chapter :>>>> As always I hope you guys enjoyed it! See you guys soon I'll make the next chapter as soon as possible!