Read Me When You Need Me

Read Me When You Angry At Me

Dear You,

In the midst of anger, when words become barriers rather than bridges, and understanding feels distant, I hope you can find a moment to read these words, not as an excuse, but as an attempt to reach across the divide that has formed between us. Anger, with its fiery urgency, often masks deeper emotions—hurt, disappointment, unmet expectations. Recognizing this, I want to navigate this moment with care, acknowledging your feelings and the significance of what has transpired.

First, I am truly sorry. My actions or words, intentional or not, have caused you distress, and for that, I take full responsibility. The last thing I would ever want is to create a rift between us, to be the reason for your anger or pain. If I could undo what was done or take back words spoken in haste, I would. Since I can't, I offer this apology, hoping it serves as a first step towards healing.

I understand if you're not ready to forgive or if there are words you need to say to express how you feel fully. I'm here to listen, to hear you out completely, without defense or interruption. Your feelings are valid, and understanding them is important to me. It's through listening that we begin the process of rebuilding trust and empathy.

Reflecting on our disagreement, I see now where I could have been more understanding, more patient, or more open to your perspective. Moving forward, I commit to being better, to learning from this mistake, and to ensuring it doesn't happen again. Growth often comes from uncomfortable moments like these, and I'm willing to do the work, to ensure our relationship emerges stronger and more resilient.

Please know, my feelings for you haven't changed. My respect and care for you remain unwavering, undiminished by the emotions of the moment. I value our relationship deeply, cherishing the shared memories, laughter, and bond we've built over time. It's a connection worth protecting, worth fighting for, and I hope you feel the same.

When you're ready, I hope we can talk, not just about what went wrong, but about how we can move forward, how we can prevent misunderstandings in the future, and how we can continue to support and cherish each other despite the challenges we might face.

Until then, know that I am here, regretful for the pain caused, hopeful for the chance to make amends, and committed to the journey of understanding and forgiveness. I miss the ease and laughter that define us, and I'm waiting for the day when we can put this moment behind us, learning from it, but not defined by it.

With sincerity and hope for brighter days,

Jordan Spring