Khaos

Chapter Sixteen

Hi guys. I know it took me forever, but I'm working on a bunch of chapters for you guys and even another story I'm doing a lot better now.

Life got real fucking crazy and I now feel like a true Wattpad author with all that happened. Like you know back then when authors would be all like "sorry I was gone for forever I got robbed then my house got lit on fire." Yeah I feel like one of those authors now. But all is good and taken care of.

This chapter's short bc I'm lowkey exhausted and lazy. Anyways enough of me. Enjoy the chapter, loves.

Also this hasn't been edited yet so enjoy my mistakes.

Ronan Volkov

The next day started with a strange feeling in the air, like it always does when something bad is about to happen. Just after waking up i already felt quite restless, and even though he was still asleep, I couldn't shake off the worry that gnawed at me.

He looks so peaceful lying there, completely unaware of all that goes on here, right in front of him.

I knew he would eventually figure it all out, but I dreaded that moment. I wished I could just keep him trapped in this room with me for as long as we live. Never to be disturbed or separated.

And with that I realize i really like this boy. More than I've ever liked anyone.

Reluctantly, I get up, leaving him to sontinue his deep slumber. There are things I need to do. People I need to see. Meetings I need to attend, and speaking of which I'm nearly late for a last second meeting with my father and Nik.

Strange enough, he's been requesting both mine and Nik's presence for the past couple days.

I can feel a storm brewing and I know me and him are stuck right in the middle of it, and I'm most definitely the one who is getting us caught in it.

After quickly getting dressed I slowly make my way to my father's office.

And as i step into the room i feel like I'm running right into a lion's den.

I even feel the hairs on the back of my neck and my arms stand. And my breathing stops for just a moment as i make eye contact with my father and see that he's nearly glaring at me, with Nik right beside him.

There's a big tension in the air and I cant help but feel as if Nik said something he shouldn't have and now my father is angry with me. After all, he wouldn't be glaring at me if he wasn't disappointed in me for something big.

"Nikolai, you can go now." He dismisses him.

I wonder for a second if he knows what happened last night, but he would be much more furious if he knew so it cant be that.

He can't know I snapped like that. That would make me just like them.

"Ronan." My fathers voice breaks the silence, sharp and commanding.

I straighten up as i answer. "Yes?"

"Nik has enlightened me with concerns as to why you haven't been doing much of your duties."

Fuck. He knows. And fucking Nikolai. I should've known he'd say something.

"What do you mean?" I ask, playing dumb knowing damn well its not going do anything.

"You and the Caddell boy is what i mean, Ronan. Stop being dumb. You should know better than to play that game."

Yeah, he most definitely knows, and I am most definitely fucked.

"That's not...i didn't—" he holds up his hand, quickly silencing me.

"You did. And now you're ruining things and acting like an idiot. Did you forget how we got here in the first place, Mishka." He uses my childhood nickname which makes me falter for a moment.

"No, I didn't sir."

"Do you want me to drill it into your brain even more? Do you want to relive that? Do you want someone else to die?"

"No, sir. I do not."

"Then stop thinking with your dick and heart like a pussy and start thinking with your fucking head."

I nod, but he smacks the top of my head. "Words, Mishka."

"I will"

"You need to get your shit together and do as your supposed to before I take you out of this mission."

"Yes, sir."

"Now get out and do what you were supposed to do weeks ago."

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I just watched The Tearsmith, and guys, that shit was so good. Kinda cringy, but omg it put me in my feels.

It reminded me of the time before I was adopted.
I was just so happy that the characters got their happy ending and that shit was poetic. It was narrated like a 1900's type Shakespeare wanna be wrote the script. I ate that shit up and left absolutely no crumbs.

And I just found out it's a book too so now I have to get it and then literally never read it, but still totally fucking gawk over it.

The male lead had like juicy ass lips through. I could not stop staring. And he was pretty af. Like I am bricked up even though I don't even have a dick. Don't question how I'm hard, I just am. He's just that hot.
And now I feel like a fangirl. But trust me, the actor was fine af.
He got me like 👁️🫦👁️ 🥵🥵😘😘😘🙌🫶🙌🫶👉👌🥵🥵

Also new season of my favorite show is coming and I am fucking stoked. But I'm also swapped. Like I just finish an over four hour test. I thought I was done after three and half hours but then that bitch pulled out another packet after collecting the one we just finished and I about died.

Anyways hope you enjoyed. I'm feeling destructive after that movie so get ready for some betrayal and a good hate fuck.

Bye pookies 😘