Chapter Twenty: Psycho Mode
Star
Star Johnson sat in her apartment, tears streaming down her face. She was angry, frustrated, and overwhelmed. When upset she would sit in front of the mirror and style her lace fronts. So many things were on her mind, like Karina being on her ass about Marcus's murder. She knew she needed help, but she was also terrified of what that help might entail.
Her psychiatrist had provided positive reinforcement, encouraging her to come to the clinic to get back on her meds and to continue therapy. Star suffered from Bipolar and Schizoaffective Disorder, and she was very unstable when she didn't take her medication. Her sex drive would be high. She would often lie or do and say things that she didn't remember. She was a totally different person, capable of things she never thought possible.
But the thought of going back on medication filled Star with dread. She hated the way it made her feel, like a zombie, devoid of emotion or passion. She knew she needed it to keep her demons at bay, but she also resented it, resenting the fact that she was different from everyone else.
As she sat in her apartment, her mind raced with thoughts of the past. She remembered the things she had done, the people she had hurt. She knew she was capable of terrible things, and that scared her more than anything else.
With a deep breath, Star picked up her phone and dialed her psychiatrist's number. She knew she needed to get back on her medication, no matter how much she hated it. She needed to take control of her life before it was too late. But just as she was dialing the number, Fiona called. "Girl Francesca needs us down at the Squeeze Inn, she say it's some fool who we hooked up with some of the girls and refuses to pay."
Star hesitated, her phone clutched tightly in her hand. Fiona's urgent call pulled her in one direction while her psychiatrist's advice tugged her in another. In the end, it was the familiar voice of her friend that won out.
Ignoring the sinking feeling in her stomach, Star made her way to the Squeeze Inn. As she entered, the familiar sights and sounds washed over her, momentarily distracting her from her inner turmoil.
But her respite was short-lived. Francesca, always quick to scold, was waiting for her with a stern look on her face.
"Where have you been, Star? We've got business to attend to," Francesca barked.
Star, manic and out of her mind, felt a surge of anger. She turned to Francesca, her eyes wild.
"Give me your gun," Star demanded, her voice trembling with rage.
Francesca hesitated, never have seen Star use a gun, but ultimately handed over her weapon. Star stormed into the back room, where two men who had allegedly stolen from them were waiting. As Star stood there, gun in hand, she knew that she was teetering on the edge. But for now, all she could focus on was the two men in front of her, who had dared to cross her."So you want to take things that don't belong to you, huh?" "My girls pussy and money?"Star growled, the gun pointed directly at the men. They cowered in fear, the rage in Star's hazel eyes unmistakable. "How about if I take something from you?" Star said as she grabbed one of the men and demanded him to pull his pants down. He did as he was told and Star asked him to bend over."Come on ma, you don't have to do this" the man pleaded. The man bent over slowly, face full of sweat and tears as he continued to beg Star not to violate him. Star wasted no time shoving Francesca's gun up his ass. The man screamed in pain and begged for Star to stop. Star pulled the gun out and wiped it off on his shirt. She then turned to the other man and pointed the gun at him, asking the same question. "Here I have $550, take it," the man said with a frown. "That's not enough to sniff my girls' panties." Star smirked. "Get on your knees,"she yelled, pointing the gun at his temple. Star then hiked up her dress and pulled her panties to the side, and demanded that he eat her. The man scared for his life, trembling, bent down and started nibbling on Star's aged pussy "And don't stop until I cum", Star shouted. Star was sick , she got off from meaningless and forced sex. She kept her eye on the other man crouched in pain on the floor beside them. While forcing the man to continue to eat her out with promises to pay Francesca by nightfall. After he cleaned the plate, Star smacked him across the face, " Well done," fixed her clothes, walked out the room, and, in passing, gave Francesca back her gun. "You will have your money tonite, O, and you may want to do a deep cleaning on your gun," Star said with a smile as she walked out the doors of the Squeeze Inn.
It was moments like these that reminded Star of the duality of her nature. Her mental health issues made her shy and scared at times, but she also unleashed a side of her that was like the devil in heels.
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