Projection

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Projection is a free verse poem I wrote for my Creative Writing class, exploring the connections between acting and social anxiety. I relate to this poem very much, and many have said that this is the best poem they've read from me. I'm pretty proud of it myself.

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Spotlights. It's easy

To get lost in them.

Drawing a blank;

It's impossible to be

Off-book when you don't

Even have a script.

Isn't it?

I don't know when

I lost it... maybe it's at

My house. Maybe I

Never got one.

This dress rehearsal

Is not doing much good.

The makeup is too

thick and these clothes

are not mine.

When am I ever

Myself?

I've heard horror

Stories before. Corpses

Lying downstage, some

Thing funny unspoken.

I don't want to be

Dead.

I wish I didn't have

A mouth, I tell my friends.

I wish I wasn't speaking

In soliloquies.

They don't know what

A soliloquy is.

Of course they

do not know.

They aren't actors. 

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