Nightmare-tom kaulitz

They have to die

"True... we have to kill them. The police won't find us and if they do, we'll all be dead before then." Tom says when he has calmed me down enough that I can talk. I gasp randomly because I've cried for so long, but it's possible to hear what I say when I respond.

"But... Connie must have... called the... police, right?" I say to Tom, not knowing whether it's a question or not.

"I bet she has... but nobody is here yet and Bill almost died. If you hadn't been awake then you wouldn't have screamed for me and Bill would be... dead. We can't wait any longer, True." Tom says and I move a little away from his chest so I can look at his face. He isn't saying it with any hesitation. He means it.

"I can't kill someone Tom... this has already been... too much. Can't we just run?" I ask him, knowing that he won't let them keep living their normal lives after what they have done to us all three.

"John... told me that I should chose between two options: we all three stay in here like slaves... or they let you and Bill go and keep me here forever. I chose that they should let you two go..." Tom says with pain in his eyes. My stomach drops down to hell. I feel like his words punched me in the stomach. Those are the worst newd I've ever heard.
And I know that Tom isn't exctatic about leaving me in the world without him - unprotected. But he also knows that I would be better off in the real world. Not trapped here.

"I can't live without you... Tom." I say, about to start crying again when Bill wakes up with a groan. I forget everything about Tom having to stay here all alone, being tortured for the rest of his life and possibly killed. All I think about is Bill now. And how happy I am to see him awake again.

"Wha..." Is the only thing Bill can say at first. He doesn't move much which is probably good.

"You're okay Bill. The bleeding has stopped, but you need to stay still." I tell Bill in the most nurse-like voice I can. There's a reason why nurses have such calm voices. My words put him back to sleep immediately. I look at Tom, not happy to get back to our conversation about killing these people.

"You could start with Holly if you're so eager to kill them all." I say with sudden frustration. I'm not too happy about the idea of us killing them. I want them dead, of course, but not killed by us. It would be worse for us, mentally.
But Tom almost takes it as a challenge. He gets up and looks around in the box Holly came down with before Bill and I were forced to have sex. He finds a knife.

"Tom..." I say, feeling even worse about this now. Something less bloody would have been nice, but I can't control Tom. He goes straight over to Holly and sits down beside the half concious girl.

"Do you wanna know why I was covered in blood when I came down here?" Tom asks, not looking at me for very long. He has the knife raised over Holly's heart.

"Yes..." I mumble. I have a feeling that I don't actually wanna know but in some way, I need to know.

"I almost killed Macy on the way down here. She was in my way. I beat her almost to death. I couldn't have her come runnkng after me..." Tom looks at me with serious eyes now. "When John finds her... he's gonna be really mad. And you and Bill have to be out of here by then." He looks back at Holly and sticks the knife into her chest, making a disgusting gulping noise. I look away, about to throw up. And I'm thankful that Bill didn't have to see that.
I hear more of the same noises. The knife leaving her body and entering again. Over and over until she doesn't make a sound anymore. I have a vision of what she looks like in my head, and that's enough for me. I don't want to see her real body.

The knife clangs on the floor when Tom lets the knife go. He stomps over to me again and sits down where he was before. I look at him. His face, hands and body is more covered in blood than when he came down here. It's a terrible sight.

"Fixed..." Tom says with a crooked and un-genuine smile. I know he doesn't have it in him to smile for real right now, and I don't blame him.
The door to the basement slams open and I jump from where I'm sitting. I lean closer to Bill, hoping to protect him while he's unconcious.

"What the hell!!!" Alice shouts when she comes down here. I expected John and not her.
She looks at Holly and I can see the shock and anger take over her face. It's scary.

"You did this..." Alice says more like a statement than a question. Her terrifying eyes are looking directly at Tom, and I feel scared for him. John comes down now with blood on his hands. I think he might have been the one to find Macy.

"You killed Macy... and now Holly too. Now there's no way we are ever letting you get out of here alive." Alice says. There's something strange about her now. She seems so leader like. I thought John was the leader all along, but I might have been wrong. This might have been all Alice.

"I did... and you..." Tom begins and looks at John. "You promised me that Bill and True could go free. Do that now or I'll kill the rest of you." Tom says, standing up and looking incredibly hot. I don't know what it is, but the way he doesn't sound or look affected by Alice at all is the most attractive thing I've seen him do. But we don't have time for that.
John doesn't look very pleased, but he seems to be accepting the trade.

"Wake him up." John says, pointing at Bill. I do as he says with the hope of getting us out of here alive. But once we are out, I have no idea what they will do to Tom. After he has killed half of their team, I bet it's nothing good. But I have to save Bill.
He doesn't say anything when I wake him up. I manage to get him to stand up very slowly and leaning against me. I hold him up the best I can. Alice steps aside and John starts walking up the stairs. I take it as my cue to follow him.

I try to not think about everything that has happened to us when we walk through the house, and it suddenly feels smaller than when I was running around frantically searching for Tom. John shows us to a door and opens it for us. He looks almost nice like this. But I can't forget what he did to me, and I will never think of John as a nice man even though he was the one to let us go.

Tom's POV:

This doesn't look good for me. I feel so relieved to know that Bill and True are out of here and will be safe soon, but I know that I am far from safe. I should have planned these killings a lot more. Now I have killed two out of four, but the two I have left are the most sadistic ones. The ones who could hurt me the most.
But I won't go down without a fight. Not after all that I have had to do down here. I can't let it all go to waste. I have to see True again.

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