JUST CREEPIN'

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JUST CREEPIN'

KAMARION MONTGOMERY
AUGUST 18th; SUNDAY

"I MEAN BUT that was still my baby too, I get how you felt but I still think you could've told me bruh." Bam spoke staring out in front of him.

He felt like he was back at square one as he sat in his back yard with his cousin right next to him , passing a blunt back and forth—talking about problems in his life that somehow still revolved jourie.

He swore he always took two steps forward and ten steps back when she was involved. He felt so weak, because he still didn't even have it in him to hate her even after all she had done to him. He swore she had done witchcraft on him.

"But that's just the thing though bam," he passed the blunt back over to his cousin. "There was no baby anymore. How do you even say that to someone? And again I wasn't even sure for real. That was something for her to tell you because you was in a relationship with her not me." Sahid defended his self.

He understood bams frustrations but he truly felt like it was not his place to be telling him — maybe if he was 100 percent positive that it happened he would've found a way, but he would've felt really shitty if he told his cousin and that wasn't even what happened.

"You right, that wasn't yo place. I probably would've felt some type of way if you was the one to deliver the news, especially since back then I was crazy over her ass. I might've said yo ass was lying. The way I did find out didn't make it no better. Like why would she lie on me? Had me looking like a asshole." He ranted, letting smoke pass through his lips as he spoke.

Sahid nodded agreeing, happy that he understood. He didn't want to put a strain on their relationship because of what he withheld.

The sound of the glass door sliding open had both boys looking back to see who was coming. It could've been anyone at this point.

Last night Samaria, Sahid, and Bam all decided to just stay at kamaria and Samirs house. When they got home it was late so bam didn't even stick around and went straight to bed.

His mom wasn't doing anything but ranting about how she couldn't believe they felt the need to hide their relationship, but she was really stuck on the cheating thing. Kamaria was a no tolerance type, she had been cheated on once before by her ex and she left him in the dust.

She couldn't deny the fact that maybe if Samir cheated on her it would've been different then with her ex because she was deeply in love with him, but he had never done that and never would.

She was still distraught, because she knew her and her husband taught him and kymani better than that. She had actually talked to him about it, so that's why when she found out she went crazy.

She spent the whole night ranting and rambling about it but bam paid her no mind, she was drunk out of her mind. She was such a lightweight and it was sad.

When bam laid eye on his dad and his little brother kymani stepping out, he pulled the blunt up to his lips taking the last pull.

"Can I hit it?" Kymani questioned watching bam go to ash it. Bam ignored his ignorant question and ashed the blunt sitting it aside.

"Don't get fucked up kymani, bruh." Samir warned him running his palm down his face pulling one of the outside chairs out so he could sit down. It was a little after eleven am so it was slightly sunny out.

"And what's up wit you nigga?" Samir looked at his oldest son, who was staring right back at him with a straight face.

He looked so much like him it was scary sometimes.