Every second feels like hours, every hour feels like days, every day feels like months without Ash. How can someone be this much important to us? As far as I remember we were best friends for just 2 months, right? 2 fucking months!
How can I miss him so much? Not gonna lie but those two months were the time where I was genuinely happy after that James' shit and all. I had someone who I could rely on but here I'm left all alone.
Tears are running down my cheeks as I start thinking about those happy moments with him, why did he have to walk away from my life? What have I ever done? What was my fault?
I miss his voice,
The very first time I heard it
deep but yet so gentle,
strong but still so soothing,
it chilled all over my body
I could listen to him for hours
NO.
For an eternity
he made me smile so hard
whenever
wherever
that my cheeks would hurt.
This unspoken silence is hanging me out dry
his absence makes my heart grow fonder.
He felt like my another dimension
where I belonged forever.
I wiped off my tears as I heard someone's footsteps coming from the hallway towards the terrace. It must be Katherine.
I just don't want her to be stressed out because of me.
"Hey pretty, what are you doing there? Come inside the room I have to show you something!" She exclaims excitedly.
I'm sure it has to do something with that Matt. Yes, the same boy who is having fling with my best friend.
Sigh.
"Fine, I'm coming."
"See these pretty flowers, guess who bought me?" She asks side eyeing me sheepishly.
"Who else can it be? It must be that Mathew." I roll my eyes .
"At least show some excitement you bi-" she tries to complete her statement but just then her phone starts ringing.
She screams with happiness. They aren't committed right now, why the hell is she behaving like a middle school lover.
Well her as far as I think 'boyfriend to be' called her and she just went outside our room blushing. I'm gonna die for real!!
Ugh!!!!
God they are so clingy. They are literally too much. But at least she is now serious with someone and doesn't want to date just for fun.
I'm glad she is happy. I hope this Mathew or Matt whatever she calls him treat her better otherwise I won't think twice ruining his face.
I can read her face she is excited as well as nervous right now "Yuri.." she pouts.
Well I saw this coming. She does want something from me. "I'm listening" I mutter while putting the lotion on my arms and legs.
"Matt wants to come over." She pleads fidgeting with her fingers.
"What? Are you fucking serious?" I shout in disbelief.
My eyes widen.
No way he's not coming here!
"Yes, I'm serious. Just for tonight Yuri, I won't ever ask you to allow him come over at night. Please?" She says making a puppy face.
"Do you even have any idea how much trouble his coming here can create for us?"
"He won't cause any trouble."
I shook my head in defeat.
"Okay fine, but first of all where will I sleep?"
"On the couch of the living room." She finally says sheepishly after thinking.
I really am tired so I don't have much energy to argue with her right now. So I'll just let it slide, I'll better talk to her tomorrow.
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The eyes, Chico, they never lie.
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