The eyes, Chico, they never lie.

CHAPTER 19: Is she here?

Ash's POV:

"Is she coming too?" I asked after they said they are getting married in ten days.
And what can be the reason for which she won't come? It's her best friends' wedding of course she will postpone everything to attend it. My conscience reminded me back.

There was complete silence from his side after I asked this. "Hello? Am I audible?" I asked to clarify there's no network issue.

Suddenly Matt cleared his throat and said, " yes yes my boy, you are very much audible. See the thing is, she told us that because of her new book which is going to be published soon there are a lot of meetings scheduled so she said that she'll inform us later if she gets free by them."

"It means sooner or later, she'll come there too?" I asked after thinking for a moment.

"Don't you want to meet her and make it up for all the pain she has been carrying inside her heart for the last 5 years ?"

Oh I want to meet her badly! I want to hold her hand and tell her I won't leave her alone anymore. But I'm not sure if she misses me like I miss her. I'll be meeting her after these many years and I won't be able to see hatred in her eyes for me .

"I-I want to, but I don't think I should come if she isn't ready to see me yet."

"Bro don't be a jackass. You have to come here by tomorrow anyhow. And talking about Yuri, we think she already has expected you to be here because your bestfriends are getting married, so there's no way possible that you won't attend it."

"Uh okay fine, I'll book the flight for tomorrow. I'll talk to you later, let me see some patients before coming there."

"Yea okay."

Yes, I have to see some patients. I wanted to protect lives after I lost my loved ones and that's when I decided to become a doctor. And here I am, A Fucking Surgeon saving people's life. I became the youngest Surgeon. I was living in Canada for the past 5 years but I moved to Log Angeles a month ago as I had to come here often because of the patients' surgeries. So I decided to move here.

I walked towards the car and my driver opened the door for me while bowing down as I stepped inside I asked him to take me to my hospital and he nodded.

This place feels different. My mind was constantly stuck at the thought of Yuri. How would she react when we'll meet? Will she be happy? Or angry? Does she still hate me because every time I ask my friends if she talks about me or anything like does she miss me or not they simply say she doesn't ask about me.

I never knew something like this could happen to me again after I lost someone who mattered to me and that's when I convinced myself I won't let any girl come close to me but there she was! She made me feel different. The moment her blue oceanic orbs met my hazel brown ones for the first time I realised it was worth coming on the very first day of the college. No matter what happened, she always managed to bring a genuine smile on my face.

Everytime I looked into her eyes they captivated me, I wanted to stop myself from these feelings. I didn't want to lose her and so I decided to make her distant from me but it didn't help either. Alex brought her to my house when the owner of the house where she lived didn't allow her to stay after Katherine brought Matt there. I wanted to see her in front of my eyes every passing time but there was a fear inside me that grew bigger when someone threatened her against me. Her life was in risk because of me that time and hence I left New York 5 years ago informing her so she doesn't wait for me back then but I won't let her go now like I did. She belongs to me and I'll do anything to let her forgive me. I can accept whatever disaster comes into my life but I can't see hatred in her eyes for me. I want to see love for me in those blue orbs like they had when we were together.