siwon's pov
Then the other people came to us to see what we were up to. I sighed and distanced myself a bit from her because we looked weird.
As they were talking about various fishes i did not know about, i kept looking at Aryun. How could someone be so pretty while gossiping? She looked like a dream. Much more than just a dream to be honest.. She was glowing even though i didnt think she used that much make up. She was simply glowing. She looked like the spotlight. I saw that it was a good moment to take a photo of her and so i did.
"Are you taking a picture of Aryun?" i did not know Hyejin was behind me all along. I quickly hid my phone as i heard her voice.
"I was taking a picture of them just gossiping, they look nice.." i managed to say with a stoic face, looking away.
I knew hyejin was smart enough to catch me lying like that. I was not a good liar anyhow.
"But you were zooming into her."
"Um.. Well anyways.. Forget it."
"You know what, i want to say something." she stated bluntly. "Can you hear me for a bit please? I promise i will make it quick. Let's go for a while, yeah?" she added as i didn't know how to respond. I just nodded anyway.
"Sure.. I guess." then she grabbed my hand and pulled me away. I never knew she would be kinda aggressive. She knew i could not say no to her i suppose.
"So.. What do you wanna say?" i asked as she looked into my eyes, but then again looked away.
"Siwon.. I.. Uh.. I came here for you–"
"I know, Aryun told me somehow. I was surprised that you even decided to agree on this anyway. However, go on, i'm listening." i replied. She looked quite uncomfortable saying anyway.
"Where do i start from.. Ah well. I know this would sound weird since i dont know if you count me as your friend or not.. But.. I kind of have a crush on you.." she said as my body froze. What?
"It's weird because i dont know so much about you. However, i still developed a crush on you for some reason.. I just wanted to tell you this. If you don't like me like that then it's fine... Just don't tell this to anyone yeah? I could not hold it in anymore actually so i decided this was the perfect time to say it to you.."
I forgot how to speak. No wonder why she barely talked with people except for me. No wonder why i caught her staring at me in the class multiple times. I sighed anyway..
"I'm glad that you shared it, atleast."
She nodded.
"Actually.. I think i like someone else.. I'm not so sure about it though," i replied as she looked away realizing that i did not like her that way after all.
"Ah.. I see. I'm sorry about it, then."
"No no, that's alright. I'm glad you confessed. I hope you'd be like this sometimes to other people too. You need to socialize too. Also could you keep it a secret that i like someone? It's not certained though.." i said.
"Yes don't worry about that. I'm alright with it." she smiled as if nothing happened. She then walked forward with me to the others.
"Where have you two been! Let's take some photos together~" Jia said as she pulled Hyejin with her and indicated me to come too. I agreed and went there with them.
After some hours, we had to go home.
"My parents told me to stay at one of yall's apartment since they went out for some urgent work.." Aryun said after we had come out.
"Well my parents would not mind you being at our apartment!! Let's go" Wonsung said as Aryun was relieved. I looked at them with weird eyes.
"Hey.."
She looked back at me.
"Would you possibly want to stay at mine instead? I feel like he's not that safe for you." i said, indicating wonsung. He frowned at me.
"What the hell do you mean?! I'm not her boyfriend!" he stated as Aryun chuckled.
"I think i will go with siwon instead, wonsung-ah. I'll go with you next time!" i could not believe she agreed to choose me over wonsung in a matter of seconds. It didnt seem quite usual to me.
"Man.. Whatever. Siwon, do not dare to misbehave with her, or else im in your walls." he said to me as he left with the others. After that, she held my hand and looked at me.
"Hm....."
"What?"
"That's so weird of you. You don't like me. Why did you do that? You know wonsung better than i do so you must be aware of how wonsung would not date me, right? Well anyway.. Let's go!" she said as i sighed and dragged her along.
After we reached home, i walked in with her. My whole apartment was messy before i left.
"Wow.. I thought you were clean."
I ignored that and started to clean. "Wait there in my room i guess, i have a spare room and i'll clean that for you. Or you can just choose between those two rooms." i said while cleaning.
"Yeah alright.. I cant believe you're letting me choose–"
"I also cant believe you chose me over wonsung, the man of your dreams." i rolled my eyes sarcastically. I doubted that he could be anyone's man of their dreams, lol.
"Also here," i handed her a pair of clothes for the night. Those were casual tshirt and pants because i had nothing else. I knew those would be oversized on her anyway.
She would look cute in oversized clothes–
What the fuck is wrong with me?
