The Complications-SNK fanfic

Armin

My whole world crumbled apart when Mikasa said that she loved Eren. I know that sounds cheesy but I can't describe how sad and betrayed and depressed I felt. Everything seemed to have lost their purpose. I shrank to an all time low. As soon as Mikasa told Eren she loved him, I stood up and left, running, tears coming to my face as I tried to get to my room as soon as possible.

I slam the door shut and I hear Mikasa and Eren trying to talk to me.

UGH. Why can't they leave me alone?! I can't talk to Mikasa and I hate Eren right now.

"Go away!" I shout at them.

They keep on asking me what's wrong. Frustrated, I open the door and yell at Mikasa,

"F-fine! Here's why. You confess your love to Eren but you know who's been standing on the lines, always trying to get your attention and to get your love? Me! Mikasa, I've loved you ever since I first saw you. You're beautiful and caring and I hate that you don't return those feelings! It hurts me so much. It seems that for everything I try, Eren always gets there before me! And now, he's got the one thing I truly cared about: YOU!"

After I yell at her, I fall down, crying as my emotions got the best of me. I couldn't help but feel like everything break inside. It hurt so much and I couldn't stop crying. I felt Mikasa come to my side and try to console me. She hugs me and I hug her back.

"I didn't know that... that's how you felt about me, Armin," she says. I wipe the tears from my eyes and snort.

"Yeah... no kidding," I reply. Mikasa sighs.

"Armin.. I'm sorry. But I don't feel the same way about you. I mean, yes, I love you, but as a friend. I.. I can't love you like that... at least.. not yet.. ," she stutters.  I crumble even more. 

"Just.... don't  even try," I sob. I got up and went back into my room, slamming the door. 

"Armin? Please don't be like this," I hear Eren say. Why that little toad....I open the door again to yell in his face,

"I don't even want to talk to you. You are the sole reason Mikasa doesn't like me. And of course, she likes you. Eren Jaeger. He gets everything! The attention, all the people he wants, he's one of the best cadets. What more do you want? You have everything already, why do you need more?!"