The Complications-SNK fanfic

Mikasa

I just realized Mikasa has spoken once out of 9 times... oops. Well, here she is. Did she hear what Levi said? *hint hint, wink wink, nudge nudge*

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My heart fell immediately. I felt so hurt but also so.... stupid. Of course he wouldn't like me. I was his godforsaken sister. Yes, foster sister but still. I knew he loved me and would do anything for me but he loved me like family. Not the other way. Not the way I loved him. I could actually feel my heart crack in half.

I turned around and ran for  my room, letting out a sob, accidentally, before slamming the door. I immediately started crying, the tears just rushing down my face. I felt even more sad that he never came to see how I was doing but honestly, I couldn't see his face without bursting into tears. I managed to calm myself enough for physical training. I changed into a pair of blue shorts and a purple tank top. I held the scarf Eren gave me to me when I was younger, the symbol of hope and of persistence, which encouraged me to move on and..win. I hugged it before putting it up on my bed post.

I got out of my room, greeted with nothing but the empty hallway. I made my way to the outside training field, where I was all alone with....

Armin.

Great.

I nod and smile slightly at him. He smiles back. "Hey," he says.

"Hi," I reply. He's acting quite well for someone who just rejected.... funny that's coming from me.

"Um... I'm sorry... for uh.. earlier. I shouldn't put any blame or anything like that on you," he says, after almost a minute of silence. I nod.

"That's fine. And you know, I still love you, but just as a best friend," I say. He nods. I open my arms and he smiles before letting me wrap them around him.

"I honestly don't know what I'd do without you or Eren," I say, hugging him tightly. He giggles. 

"Nor I with you two," he replies. Everyone else files in after a while, Eren included. He smiles weakly at me when he first saw me. I smile back. He comes up to me.

"Hey, I'm sorry if I was being unfair or something," he says, looking to his feet. I shook my head.

"Eren, it's my fault. I shouldn't have been so blunt and so forceful. I mean, I don't even know what I'm thinking, liking you and stuff. It's weird for the both of us. I completely understand Eren... I'm sorry," I blurt. He smiles before hugging me. 

"I love you, Mikasa. I'm sorry if I hurt you," he says, as he squeezed me tightly. I chuckle. 

"That's okay. I love you too," I reply. 

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I was doing the typical exercising routine as was everyone else when we heard Hanji shout things about Levi. We all turned our heads as soon as the Captain shouted. 

"Shut the fuck up, glasses!" his low voice rang out. We all stopped moving and looked at the two of them. The two noticed the silence and immobility, especially the Captain. He looked around, briefly settling on Eren. I looked at Eren and he was looking straight at the Captain. I did a slight double-take. That look in the Captain's eyes.. it changed when he looked at Eren. 

Certain things clicked in my brain. The look that Levi Heichou gave to Eren, how the Captain acted around Eren.... how Eren acted around the Captain... did the two of them like each other? Did Eren not share my feelings with him because....they were for someone else? I had to find out. As the Captain dragged Hanji away, I went up to Corporal Mike and asked him to go to the washroom quickly. He wasn't as strict as Levi so he let me. I quickly and quietly followed the Captain and Hanji.

I waited a bit before going around the corner to listen in.

"....judge me whatsoever, alright?" I hear Levi's voice ask. I wouldn't dare to peak my head around the corner to see their reactions so I just listened it. 

"Oh, of course not!" I hear Hanji's excited voice say.

I hear Levi sigh before saying something that made my heart stop, "Eren Jaeger."

What?! 

"Eeeeeek! That's so cute! The Captain and the Titan-shifter!" Hanji squealed.

THE WHAT?! LEVI LIKES EREN?! I knew it... I KNEW IT. I was so mad and angry and revengeful and pissed and a bazillion other emotions overcame me.

I was so angry that I didn't hear Levi say good bye to Hanji and before I knew it, Levi crashed into me. 

Shit.