🐤💙{McKenna Pov}💙🐤
Jade told me to come here outside of Y/n's room, I don't want to be here but Jade knows what I think and I can't have her tell Y/n what I'm thinking.
"You here sir McKenna." I see Jade but she has a look in her eyes and I have no Idea what she is going to do. Jade opened the door and pushed me Inside before locking the door.
💜✨{Author (my) Pov}✨💜
McKenna is panicking and but starts to hear noise coming from the bed. He sees Y/n in her sleep wear and she looks quite alluring in it.
McKenna blushes heavily and he sees that Y/n's face is incredibly red and her movements are wobbly. 'She's drunk again?!' McKenna exclaims in his thoughts. "Kenna come here." McKenna didn't move, this is a scenario he didn't want to experience again.
"No I should go and get you some water!" McKenna goes to the door but Y/n gets out of bed and grabs his sleeve falling to her knees on the ground. McKenna bends down to her concerned, "Y/n! Are you ok?!" he puts his hand on Y/n's chin and brings her face up to see that she is crying, tears streaming from her cheeks. Y/n wraps her arms around McKenna in a hug so he returns it to give her comfort.
'for as long as I've known her I've only seen her cry twice and that was because on Walton's death and for the incident three years ago... she's not the type to let her sad emotions show.. so why is she currently crying right now in my arms?'
"Y/n... Why are you crying? what has made you sad?" McKenna asked concerningly but Y/n looks up at him with a teary upset face. "McKenna... your such an idiot!" Y/n wipes off her tears on the sleeves of her night gown. "The reason I'm crying is because, you've been avoiding me, ignoring me, and refusing me... please tell me why?!"
McKenna's eyes widen as he realizes, 'I'm the reason for her sadness... I'm the one who has reduced her to tears... I'm terrible..'
"I Can't tell you why, not now, but I will tell you one day and I'll tell you with no regrets okay." McKenna puts his head on her shoulder but makes sure he's not facing her to hide his tears. 'I will tell you. when I have the Confidence to Admit I love you, My sweet Beloved Dove.'
{After about 5 minutes}
"Please breathe in and out, I'm just going to get water and I promise I'll be right back and I'll spend the night by your side Okay..." Y/n looks at McKenna as he says this. "Promise you won't leave me?" McKenna nods and pats her head, "I promise.. Y/n my Dove." McKenna gets up and leave as Y/n dries the small remainder of tears and decides to go sit on the couch.
McKenna comes back with a glass of water for Y/n and hands it to her while he sits down next to her. Y/n Drinks the glass and sets on the table, she sighs and rests her head on the couch pillow and takes McKenna's hair out of the ponytail and begins to plays with it. McKenna blushes but stays still. "Y/n.. shouldn't you go to sleep?" Y/n looks at him with a pouty face. "No! I'm not gonna go to sleep until you fall asleep!" McKenna blushes, "Kenna are you sick?" Y/n puts her forehead against McKenna's and sits herself on his right leg trying to scooch closer.
McKenna feels something weird, "Y/n... please get off.." McKenna's face is so red it's similar to blood. 'Kenna your sweating a lot!" The drunk Y/n unbuttons his shirt for him and slides it off, "Hmm.. your still sweating a lot?" McKenna is on the verge of passing out but then Y/n puts her arms around his neck, her head on his chest and falls asleep. McKenna lets out a sigh of relief and looks down to his pants, 'Lets hope this problems solves itself before she wakes up.'
Y/n moves a lot in her sleep so she accidentally pushes McKenna down and is in a way making him more hot and bothered. McKenna puts his arms around Y/n's waist and pulls her closer to him to keep her from moving. 'Why was she born with such a Voluptuous body.'
McKenna's mind is filled with lewd thoughts but he tries to push them back, 'I want to feel her body so badl- NO WAIT STOP MCKENNA DON'T THINK THESE THINGS!!!! Just a few nibbles should be- STOP IT!!!! I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITHOUT CONSENT!!!' McKenna repeats to himself that he can't touch her especially with out consent.
'I shouldn't have come here and I knew that, so why, why did I come here anyway...' McKenna looks at the sleeping Y/n in his arms and he knows the answer to his own question, 'I came because... i couldn't bare the thought of not being by her, the thought of not being near her for more than a few minutes, the thought of her being with someone else... I'm too in love with her to let her go, But I have to let her go because I know she's going to have to be with someone else the person she doesn't want nor doesn't want her..... I guess that's why... i secretly hope Empress Navier will choose Heinry.'
{A few days ago}
McKenna is an a meeting behind Heinry, "Your Majesty, is you don't want to marry any of the women on the list then Marry Grand Duchess Y/n!" Everyone else agrees saying stuff like, "Yeah she would be a great queen!" and "She'd be an even better queen then Krista!" and finally, "She's not planning to Marry and this would benefit her duchy and the Kingdom" all of this made McKenna heart drop and Heinry slammed his hand on the table and spoke with an obviously agitated tone, "I won't marry Y/n unless she consents to it, have any of you tried to ask her if She'd become queen!" The room was then silent and McKenna was dejected and when he left he banged his head against his wall. 'I should've expected this... I should've expected that she would be considered a queen candidate but... I'm not ready to see her with anyone else, I have to stop my feeling, I can't.... it's for the kingdom and Y/n.'
McKenna thinks of that and tears up, he puts his hand on the back of her head and rests his hand on her hip. 'I can't have her.. so i must savor this bliss right here... I wish she would stay in my arms forever but that's not in the cards for me...' He keeps her in his arms 'I'll keep my promise and stay with you but only for this moment while I can... My sweet beloved Dove'
{Y/n's nick name will be Beloved Dove or Little dove!}
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