It's a love story - Johnnie Guilbert Fan Fiction

chapter five - a mess

I woke up, prayed I didn't. Still in school clothes and makeup. I checked my messages on my phone right after I woke up.
Johnnie: Are you alright?
Johnnie: Wanna talk about it?
*missed call from Johnnie*
*missed call from Johnnie*
Ellen: Johnnie texted me you were sad, wanna talk??
*missed call from Ellen<3
*missed call from Ellen<3*
Shit, these people actually care about me?
I wanted to text them back but my fingers wouldn't type. I put my phone down and gave up on even replying. I'm just tired.
My mom wasn't home and I know I have to go to school else me and mom would just argue again. I put makeup on and sweatpants again. How basic have I turned?
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When I walked into school I was met with Ellen and Johnnie walking up to me seeming mad, god don't tell me I have to fight with more people.
"And where were you all night? You completely ignored us!" Ellen said to me in such a mad voice. I really don't want to do this. Johnnie nudged Ellen's arm and whispered to her to be nice, have they talked about me so much Ellen was pissed? Didn't Johnnie say I was sad or something?
"I'm sorry guys, I had a fight with my mom" I said and Ellen's eyes softed a bit.
"No I am sorry Samantha I was just worried" Ellen said looking down on her Adidas shoes.
Johnnie just stood there analyzing me without a word, was he also pissed? He didn't look very mad. All last night and this morning was a fucking mess, I just wanted to make up with my mom and fucking go home.
"I'm sorry guys" I said and I turned around and ran away, I ran out of school all the way over to a park bench and sat down. I started crying quickly. Something is wrong with me, I have one tiny argument with my mom and now I can't stop crying.
"Hey!" A soft voice said. I looked up. Johnnie?
"Oh hi" I said sniffing. I tried to hide the fact that I'm crying but I think It is pretty obvious.
"Do you wanna talk about it?" Johnnie asked as he sat down next to me. I nodded.
"Well I" I stopped and cleared my voice, "I had a fight with my mom last night as I said and it hurts so much to see my mom like this after dad passed away" I cried even more now, just saying "dad passed away" made me feel sick and cry so much.
"It's like my mom changed up when it all happened and I just want her to be okay" I cried.
"I get it, Samantha I really do get it and I'm so sorry for your loss" Johnnie said moving closer to me and putting his arm around me. I rested my head on his shoulder and I felt safe. I really missed the feeling of safety.

"I'm sorry I ignored your messages and calls yesterday, I really wasn't feeling it and a lot happened" I apologize.
"Samantha It's okay I get it. What do you mean a lot happened?" He asks.
Should I really tell him? No. I can't.
"Oh nothing I just never fight with my mom and she was so pissed at me" I said looking down on my shoes.
"I'm sorry, do you wanna go out and get ice cream tonight?" He asked me. HE ASKED ME!
"I'd love to, I bet that will clear my mind from all this mess, should we invite Ellen?" I smiled uncontrollably.
"I was thinking it would be just me and you" I replied looking into my eyes.
"That sounds all good, we should go back to school before I miss another class, mom won't let me go out tonight if i do"
Johnnie agrees and we make our way back to the school just in time for class. Of course we have the worst fucking class, chemisty. I fucking hate it! (A/N:I can't remember if Johnnie and Samantha have that class together so let's just say they do)

â€" time skip till after school because that shit's boringâ€"

I came home at 3.30pm and walked into the kitchen to talk to my mom for the first time after our argument.
"Hey mom," I said.
"Hey sweetie!" My mom said she sounded so happy.
"I'm sorry for yesterday mom. I really am, I hate fighting with you." I said looking at her with sad eyes.
"It's okay, I had a hard day and took it out on you, I am so sorry too" She said, getting up to hug me.
"Thank you, by the way, can I go out with Johnnie tonight? He wanted to get me ice cream" I asked mom while praying to the overly lord she said yes.
"Of course, is it a dateeeee?" My mom said, smirking.
"Mom! Stop it, it's not" I said. Kinda wish it was tho. No I don't. Or do I?
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"What time do we meet up?" I texted Johnnie.
"One hour? I'll meet you at your house?" He replied immediately.
"Yep that'll be great" I replied.
One hour, that should be enough time, I just have to change and fix my makeup a little then I'm done.
I looked through my entire closet and decided to wear what I always wore. Black baggy jeans, a black tank top and a studded belt. How basic am I not? But It's cute so whatever.
The rest of the waiting I spent on watching tik tok and listening to some music until Johnnie messaged saying he was outside. I got up and made my way down the stairs.
"BYE MOM, I'LL BE BACK!!" I yelled towards the living room and left. Johnnie stood right in front of my house waiting for me.

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A/N:
Hey guys!🌸
This is just a filler chapter for next one where stuff will actually happened hihi

I've been feeling so depressed lately + I'm having the worst cold ever so lack of motivation and energy is here. I'll try to update everyday but it's hard :(
Also I might keep on going with my last story !!!!
Word count: 1046

// author 🌸