✓Blood,Greed and Her | Jeon Jungkook fanfiction (JJK X READER) (Completed)

Sweet

Jungkook's POV:

"Stop moving! You'll fall." I said to Y/N who was wiggling in my arms as I carried her to our bedroom as I securely held her tightly with one hand of mine,as the fingers of my other one worked on typing the passcode.

Her face was buried in the crook of my neck,her warm breathing hitting a certain spot on my neck while my hold was tightly secured around her body.

"Put me down."she asked once we were inside the room and near the bed,but I had different plans. I instead moved towards the bed to pick up the cushions and pillows, and moved towards the balcony not paying any attention to her whins.

"Yah!Put me down." She lightly hit on my shoulder but only if she knew how much I was enjoying teasing her,and when she was letting out those sweet whines.

"Don't move. I said. You'll fall,kiddo."I said sternly to her while the nickname I called her with made her whine loudly with a laugh followed. My lips curved up to form a smile as she listened to me finally,staying still and quietly just putting her head on my shoulder.

I set up the space,and the couch while holding her to my left side,and then finally,put her down to make her sit over the couch. "Wait here,okay?"

Rushing down the stairs,as I went to the kitchen to prepare some coffee and get some snacks for us,when Maya approached me to ask if I needed anything but I shook my head and denied her politely,focusing on preparing coffee with the sweet cream buns I brought for her on my way back.

I carefully placed it all on a tray and went upstairs to find her standing there and looking at the view from the balcony—the beautiful sunset. She got startled when she heard the glass door open,but smiled when she saw me.

"Are we going to have this here?"her eyes sparkled with amusement as I nodded my head,a wide smile making way on her peach lips when she helped me put it all down on the table.

"Oh the sunset is so beautiful!" She exclaimed with a beautiful smile as she sat down and I did too, beside her. She took out her phone to click the photo of it,to make me sigh at her childish behaviour. Nature is pretty — ofcourse. But I guess it is just me,who cannot enjoy myself in nature. I don't know,I definitely find these things pretty but do not enjoy them.

Maybe because I have always been very busy and occupied with work and then my habits—the regret I have of doing things that way. If I hadn't been spoiled like that and had controlled my urges maybe things would have been different.

Maybe I would have been able to live with her even happily, without any worries invading my mind and our relationship that I might end up hurting her or taking her advantage.

I do not want to engage in a sexual relationship with her, atleast not for now. She has been going through a lot,and if she's involved in anything sexual with me,it might trigger her and might even make her go in depression. And as the person I am,who has never once cared for the flings I have had after having one night stands,it would be difficult for me to keep my ego aside,express my feelings to her and still love her and take care of her after spending just a night with her... irrespective of my own self who never even thought of doing that ever. I'd want to change and I need time for it.

She is my wife and not some random woman. For that,even if I have to distance myself a bit from her or stay away from her, I will.

"Yuck!" Her voice got me out of my thoughts when I found her holding the cup of coffee, the one that was supposed to be mine.

I prefer coffee without sugar,atleast I try to avoid sugar as much as I can,because I have to take care of my fitness otherwise I would not longer be in shape, losing my well built.