✓Blood,Greed and Her | Jeon Jungkook fanfiction (JJK X READER) (Completed)

Warm You Up

"I'm tryin' to hold back, you ought to know that
You're the one that's on my mind
Falling too fast, deeply in love
Finding the magic in the colors of you"

~(It'sYou ,HenryLau)

Your POV:

I was scared to stain his bedsheets or disgust him because I'd leak. I did nowhere have any intentions to make the white sheets on the bed dirty. And he looked like he wasn't bothered about this at all.

He nowhere seemed to be considering my request to him to let me sleep in my room,just for today,because I know I make a lot of mess. And certainly,I would be embarrassed,with a stain on my trousers and on the bed when he'll be sleeping soundly.

His answer was an absolute and stern—No.
Why? Because he saw me sleeping alone in my room as a risk.
And he didn't want me to think like that.

Think like what?I already knew I'll end up bothering him at night because of the stain.

The pads did no good!

Who in the world—exactly who! Pads were the most uncomfortable thing I have ever worn and walked around. They'd get stuck in my underwear and the adhesive used to make them was even worse. It'd fall out every time I've worn a pad for a couple of hours.

And tampons,those things scare the shit out of me.
Not talking about menstrual cup either.

I am scared of both of these devices more than I was scared of my exam next day when I was a school student.

But nothing could change the fact that I was laying down next to my very handsome fiance yet again after my several tries of seeking permission to be in the room next to this one.

He has slept.
I guess he had.
I heard him snoring a little and there's no way he'd be faking it.

"Where do you think you are going,huh?"his voice came out deep and hoarse sending chills to my spine as I tried to get up in the middle of the night to leave the scene before I had created any mess or by any chance, bothered him.

I halted my steps as he turned around to face me,and with a nervous look on my face,I turned to speak to him,"W-Washroom.."I stumbled with a single word because both of us knew what exactly I was doing.

"You better be going there only,my dear fiance" I gulped down and nodded my head,his eyes now searching for the truth in mine as I spoke,"yeah" and made my way to the washroom before suspiring hardly.

"Gosh. Why does he have to?—"I spoke in anger,my voice echoing made me regret my decision of saying it out aloud,my mood swings nearly bursting out,affecting my behaviour.

"I can hear that"his voice came from the room, certainly he heard it.

I washed my hands after changing my pad as I could see it already on the verge of leaking because of my heavy flow that could fuck the shit out of me. And to add,these cramps weren't helping either.

And now, I had to go sleep beside that man who claims to notice each and every moment in his sleep and I couldn't believe him until I myself got caught escaping to the other room in the middle of the night.

I heaved a sigh and switched off the lights before closing the door behind me,and was shocked to see him bring a hot bag along with some necessary medicines,painkillers,I suppose.

He had even arranged warm water in an insulated flask for me to cure my cramps.

Holy mother of Jesus!