What We Once Were

Part 2

This is rated M due to some poorly written smut:)

Day before Tobin Leaves:

The month and a half flew by too fast for my liking. Tobin was leaving tomorrow and it felt like my heart was going to go with her. We were at my house laying in my bed cuddled up just trying to enjoy every moment we had together.

"Alex we need to talk about us now," She said the sadness evident in her voice.

"I want this Tobin I want us to still be together," I admitted running my hand through her hair.

"But what if it all becomes too much for one of us? What if you move on? I don't want one of us to get hurt Al that's it." She let out a big sigh and it remained quiet for a moment.

"Tobin do you believe me when I say I love you? I know we're still young and everything but if this is what true love really feels like then I fucking love you. We'll work this out I promise."

She pulled me into kiss that sent chills down my body. Every kiss we shared gave me chills and it's something that I could never get tired of. I felt her tug my bottom lip wanting entry and I gladly allowed her. My stomach was doing flips right now. I know Tobin could feel my heart beating faster because she started laughing.

"What?" I asked completely out of breath from that kiss.

"Nothing I swear," she said smashing her lips back to mine. Somewhere in the middle of this makeout session Tobin ended up on top of me. I know we should probably stop now before one of us gets worked up, but it felt to good to stop. Tobin moved her kisses down to my neck and sucked on my pulse point triggering a small moan from me. Tobin stopped and looked at me like she wasn't sure she heard me correctly. I felt the blood run to my cheeks and i was completely embarrassed.

"Well now I know," she whispered and returned her attack on my neck. My hands started explore Tobin's body and she groaned in approval. My hands found their way under Tobin's shirt and ran up her stomach. She pulled away so fast and look at me. Her honey brown eyes were a couple shades darker.

"Lex we need to stop before things get out of hand and we do something we regret," she said moving my hand out from under her shirt. "Just think this through for a moment, like do you really want to do this?"

"Do you want this Tobin? I asked running my hands up her arms. I felt the hair on her arms stand up.

"Of course I do Alex I just don't want do this and leave you. And what if you regret i-" I cut her off and slamming my lips back to hers. Tobin responded immediately to the kiss but pulled away, "What about your pare... ahh keep doing that." She moaned when I kissed her weak spot. I felt Tobin's shaky hands run down my body.

"Tobin I love you," I whispered faintly in her ear. I moved my kiss back to her lips and slowly lifted her shirt up. Tobin got impatient and ripped her shirt off completely and I froze. I've seen Tobin shirtless before in the locker room but this was different. "Taking a picture Lex?" she teased. "Well obviously , but the real question here is are you ever going to take my shirt off?" I said and seen the shift in Tobin's eyes. She took my shirt off quickly and her hands ran across my stomach. I groaned in approval and moved my hands from her hips to her breast.

Tobin moaned and I wanted to hear it again. One of my hands unhooked Tobin's bra and it fell to the bed. I took one of her breast in my mouth and she gasped. "That feels good Lex," she tugged my hair and brought my face back up to hers. There was a competitive look in Tobin's eyes and I loved it.

Tobin unhooked my bra and threw it across my room. She cupped my breast in her hand and started massaging it. Her other hand slip down my shorts and cupped me. "Shit Alex I didn't think I had this effect on you," she chucked.