grenades; parkbomb

{chapter 20}

-Liams POV-

I wake up to a pang of guilt in my stomach.

Parker's head is buried into my chest, his muffled snore filled the room.

You shouldn't of done it, you're a horrible boyfriend and a cheater!

But it was so nice! Parker can't give me that kind of pleasure!

Do what you like, but don't be surprised when he finds out and you break his sweet little heart.

"He won't find out" I whisper. Parker's eyebrow twitches.

I climb out of the bed and walk into our small bathroom. Water pours out of the faucet as I turn the handle towards the "H".

I slip the door closed as I undress and step into the stream of warm water.

As I rinse the shampoo out of my hair, the door quietly opens and Parker walks in. He presses his face onto the translucent shower door that separates us and smiles.

"Goodmorning sleepy head" I lightly chuckle, referring to his messy curls. He laughs as he pushes away from the door and turns toward the mirror.

I rub conditioner into my hair as Parker brushes his hair. I read the label on the back of the container the conditioner was in.

Leave in for 3 minutes, then rinse.

I stand out of the water stream as I quietly count.

Parker notices me standing aimlessly and laughs. "What are you doing?"

"I have to wait three minutes" I laugh back, "Has it been three minutes yet?"

I give up on waiting and rinse my hair out as Parker squeezes toothpaste onto his toothbrush.

I turn off the water, wrap my towel around my waist and step out of the shower.

Parker leaves the bathroom and I follow to get a change of clothes. I pick out my navy tee-shirt that reads "COLLEGE" on the front, a pair of plaid boxers, and blue jeans.

I walk back into the bathroom and change into the fresh clothes. My hair is already halfway dry.

After I brush my teeth, Parker and I walk out to the kitchen. Everyone yells as we walk in, Mark offering some scrambled eggs to us.

We both enjoy our eggs as Sean yells,"We have to get to the meetup!" We all scramble to the door as Zach calls three ubers.

We are at the hall in about five minutes, and on our entrance we are greeted by miles of fans, yelling as they see us.

"I feel famous" I whisper to Parker. He giggles and nods his head in agreement.

I shiver and Parker goes to wrap around me, but I push him away.

"The fans" I whisper. I can't be that close to him without feeling guilty.

He shrugs it off and we keep walking, everyone in the group vlogging.

/time skip to after the meetup; 10:36 pm\

After a day filled with crazy fans, cops, excitement, and disappointment, we finally are back at the house. Parker and I lay next to eachother on our bed as my phone buzzes.

I open the notification.

Iris: meet me at my room, 10:45 sharp ;)

I tense at the message, and reply with "Okay, see you soon"

Parker is sleeping, so I get up and walk out of the room. Everyone else is sound asleep in their rooms, besides Isaac and Will, they are goofing around on their laptops.

"I'll be back soon guys" I say, opening the door.

"Okay, see you later" Will says, his accent thick.

I smile and close the door behind me as I start the short walk to Iris's hotel.

What is this relationship we have? Friends with benefits?

What are you doing?! Supporting some slut that needs attention?

She's not a slut! Don't call her that!

I realized that I just scolded myself and quietly chuckle, my warm breathe catching in the cold air.

I finally make it to her room and knock on the door. Iris opens it, in the same getup she was in last night.

It was like déjà vu, we fucked, and I left, feeling more guilty than before.

My palms sweat as I climb back into bed next to Parker, trying to forget about how I've cheated on him two nights in a row.

You're going to break his little heart.