My dreamy him | Book 1

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SHAHZAIN POV

I was with Ahmad laughing at his stupid jokes and we were moving toward the dining table as my mom had called us.

Went I reached there I saw how there was a free chair in front of Mehwish without wasting time I took a seat In front of her and I could see that she was staring at her as she thought he would sit in front of her.

She looked up and she made an eye contact with me and she immediately looked down and I just couldn't take my eyes off her as she was looking extremely pretty today.

And I literally missed her so much that no words can express it and I felt very bad when she indirectly told that she regretted seeing me.

In front of Alisa it hurted me but I deserve it anyways as I was the one who started all of these between us.

And I could she how nervous she was getting under my gaze and the maids started to server and everyone started to eat and even I did.

But there was not a moment I looked away from her as I just couldn't get enough of her and I saw how she was not eating I could see how she was gasping for air as if she was under anxiety attack.

And just then she brought her hand up and took the spoon in hand I saw how bad she was shivering.

I couldn't take it she was shivering because of me was she that scared and uncomfortable of me.

I immediately stood up everyone saw me I made and excuse and left before anyone would talk as I knew that they would force me to stay.

I went directly into my room I was angry sooo angry at the fact that she was now scared of me even if i didn't do anything she was feeling uncomfortable with me.

I wanted to throw things but I can't as everyone is down and a loud noise all would come into my room.

I went to the balcony as that was the best option for now.

And as sometime passed in calm down and just then I saw down it was her she was genuinely smiling as if she was very happy and I followed her gaze she was staring at the moon.

And I knew I wouldn't get a better time to confess her the truth so I went down and I was about to reach until I saw her sister standing behind her.

She kinda looked angry and she taped her shoulder and Mehwish turned back and her smile  faded away.

I honestly got annoyed at bhabhi to take that pretty smile away from her face and I was about to walk until her sister spoke " Where is the Pearl necklace that me and mom gave you to wear?" She was furious and it would be a lie if I tell she was speaking slowly she was literally shouting.

Mehwish looked down and spoke " it's in my purse I didn't want to wear it so I removed it".

"I swear to god Mehwish you don't have any idea of how cheap you look right now first only having that ugly face and now your not even ready to listen to us when we are trying our best to make you look good and to make you look your part of our family but look at you your such a cheaply minded you should know that what everyone tells  in our family actually not family but join family".

"I don't understand Mehwish what has gotten into you first only you look so different from us and now you do you drama you such a useless shit trust me I don't get it just never mind why am I supposed to waste my time on you who won't even listen to me even if I tell you". Her sister spat nonsense on her face and left her alone.

I saw how a tear left mehwishs eye but she wiped it immediately and smiled and turned and looked at the moon " exactly what I was expecting from her uff never mind it's not the first time anyways right mehwishs come on cheer up you don't have to waste your time on what she told you" I saw how mehwish was comforting herself by talking to herself.