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Liked by jillpowellglam, joejonas and 3,815,582 others ddlovato 9 months in🤰🏻9 months out 👶🏽 View all 146,863 comments objit's gone too fast. she now her own little person 😭 kelseykershner She's such a gorgeous little soul 😍🥹
I headed into the studio the week after returning from vacation and really started the process of preparing my album and trying to work out dates for tour. I had a meeting with my management team to discuss my goals for this year. I don't just want to produce music this year, I want to try and get myself back into the acting scene.
I put off breaking up with Gui for a while but after spending a night with Matthew, he reminded me of what I said and why I couldn't continue to lead him on. I had been spending a lot more time with Odell who came over more than he used too. I put it down to him wanting to spend time with Iris, but Matthew had me questioning that. He had me sinking into the idea of Odell having feelings for me and as much as I didn't want to get my hopes up, I could feel that inevitably happening.
"Hi" I already feel awkward and I haven't even done anything yet. Gui softly smiled at me as he stepped into the house. He leant to kiss me after I'd closed the front door. I let him, and I instantly regretted it as the nauseous feeling in my stomach intensified. I shouldn't have let him do that. I forced myself to smile as Gui pulled away from me. We headed to grab drinks and then moved into the living area. Iris is with Odell so that gives me the space to break Gui's heart without any distractions. My stomach was full of nervous butterflies and I couldn't stop my leg from shaking.
"You okay, Baby?"
"No, we-we kinda need to talk" I rubbed my sweating palms on my jeans and refused to meet his gaze. I've broke up with people before, why does this feel so hard? Gui didn't say anything which kind of made it a little easier. "I like you, but more as a friend and I..." why do I feel so awkward doing this? I shouldn't have said yes to a date. I shouldn't have dragged him into the middle of all this.
"You love someone else" I was a little surprised when he spoke but all I could do was nod as I glanced down at the floor. I felt guilty for having led him on all these months. I knew this wouldn't be anything long term. I wasn't in it for the long haul. I'm in love with Odell, pretending to be in love with Gui wouldn't be fair on him.
