Seduction and destruction

9-Fuck,fuck,fuck.-Ivarsen

I still remember how our little game started.Next to the fountain, the old man built in our backyard.It was a second, a peek pfft. I wouldn't even call it a kiss, but it was there.
I'd say I don't remember what happened or what I thought back then, but I do.

I remember everything.

The scared children who were crying because of me.I remember all of them.How bad I'd scare them,how they'd run and yet I couldn't feel a thing.I tried, I seriously fucking tried but I couldn't so I stopped.

What's the point if they're aren't results?What is the point of feeling anyways?Feeling is overrated.
It's the truth.

I can't love.

I can't care.

I can't be happy or sad.

I can't trust.

Anyone.

Without exceptions.

No parents, no siblings, no relatives, no friends hell not even fucking puppies.

I knew so back then,but at the age of twelve, I found out there was something even people like me could feel.

Adrenaline.

I felt it when I kissed Indie Grayson,even though I saw her red fury face.I felt it when I challenged her,when she didn't run but almost drowed me.Our game started then.I knew it.

After this came my motorcycle.

But before it,it was Indie.

I wouldn't say I didn't expect that kind of reaction from her.

She shouldn't play my part.She is at wrong.She was the one who cheated first, I just played along.

Now I'm feeling like dejavu.

Kiss,red fury face.

Expect this time she is on my bed, still with closed eyes.

Thank fuck about my unormal brain.I'm not sure if I should be pleased how I played everyone or disappointed everyone got played.

I layed next to her.

I could smell her scent.

Books, green apples, and something disgustingly sweet.

I turned my face to her.

I can see her freckles.
I wonder how much does she has.

1

2

3

...

24

25

...

73

She has seventy-three freckles.

When is she going to wake up.I checked, and she doesn't have illness she must've fainted from the stress.

I stand before I walk away. I take a last glance and leave the door as I lock it.

This guy did a good job, after all.
"Is the girl alright."
"Yepp, sir!! I did as you said. I injected it, and she fell asleep though for real dude are yoh sure she'll wake up?The girl fell like a bag of potatoes."

Good think Octavia is close to the fucker.

"Don't hurt her,for now."

I could hear his snapping.
"Ivar!You told me I'd have fun!"

I lit a cigarette.

"And you will.But not right now."

"How did the bookworm take it?"Even if he talked like he didn't give shits, I could hear the concern in his voice.I didn't fucking like it.