Seduction and destruction

19-I'm too sober for this shit.-Indie

I always knew my father was more emotional than my mother.But because of the couple of days that went, I was sure now.

My great grandfather was an important forbmy father.I don't know what happened between them to make them this close, but I knew his loss wracked my father.
Every night, we'd cuddle on the sofa watching something, eating together with Uncle Misha and his family. I'll skip the confused expressions of my family.

Yes I don't like touching but for my father I'd do it without thinking and I knew he needed this.He needed all of us.I knew the loss wracked uncle Misha too.Every night I heard aunt Ryan calming him.

His friends came and stayed side by side with him.As I expected.
They were there for him,for us.
Especially Uncle Damon.
I always knew their was strong, and I got to see it, too.

Every night, I heard mother talking to father,kissing him,patting him.

It was painful yet beautiful.

Having this kind of love, I read only in the books.

I knew I won't have this type of story going like this, but at least I'd know for who would be my first book.

For the painful yet beautiful love.

The good thing is he started getting better.Both of them did.That's why yesterday Uncle Misha went .
(Where is he living?)

We bought pizza ,watched a movie , and a comedy one.It was nice seeing dad laughing and joking with Will.

I didn't leave Finn alone too.Maybe she's finally had enough of me.I was always next to her side. Maybe she even got pissed off, but that happens when your sister gets kidnapped.

I avoided him the whole two weeks,though I didn't know why he didn't confront me about it.Of course I felt his presence every damn place I went to.And that fight he cause in the bookstore, I didn't wait and just went out.I knew he was to stuck up with the fight.

I explained to Ron Astor everything he needed to do to be my fake boyfriend. He's eighteen. That's a good thing.Knowing that guy I thought he'd given me a twenty years old guy.
There isn't anything dangerous about him opposite he's goofy and funny, so not my type.At least he isn't gangster.

Today is an important day.Today starts the first step.

"Why are you here?Are you waiting for someone?"Finn looked around, but she was smiling way too much.Why.
"No,I'm just around like this.And you?Don't you have a lesson right now?"Her face became white.
"Shit.I forgot.By the way, do you know where I can find ants?"
Ants?She started again?
"Look in the back garden of the school. "A big smile appeared.
"Thanks!"She ran away.
"The other way!"I shout as she turned running.

I turned seeing a tall black haired guy with brown eyes grinning.
"Finally.What took you so long?"
I walked.
"You know no wonder you don't have a boyfriend.Who'd take you with this eyes."I rolled my eyes in his attempt to joke.
"You remember what I told ,right?"
He was looking all around .
This guy.I'm not sure if that was my best decision.
"Yeah,yeah, everything is clear like butter!"

Calm down, Indie.

Wait.

What if he lost interest?That's bad.If that means he lost interest, then that means my plan won't work.
No,no, if it means so, how will I take my revenge...

What if he doesn't react?What if it doesn't hurt him?Why would I think he cares about me...
He is uncapable of feeling...

"Why did you stop walking?"

Now that I think about it.There are a lot of people.Everyone will know.What if he doesn't react and get mocked?

"Indie?"