Seduction and destruction

46 -Statting fact.-Ivarsen

Five days.Five fucking days.

I haven't talked to Grayson.

For five fucking unbelievable days.
That didn't stop me from stalking her, but still...

I get it.No, I seriously do the few days that were tough  for all of us.

I didn't want her to see me like this. I seriously didn't, but seriously, am I the only  one who is thinking with his brain ?

The guy took out of nowhere pulled a gun towards my fucking brother!Did they seriously thought there was another way to end this?

I had a gun.He had it too.

It was either he or my brother.

It was an easy decision for me.

And I thought those two were emotionless robots, for once they didn’t think with their brains, both of them didn't.

Someone needed to take this hard decision and looking   at both of them back then . I knew it was going to be me.

"Relax."I say for the fifth time to my brother who was walking forwards and backwards .

I sigh as he still continued.
I stood and stopped him holding his shoulders still.
"I said relax."He snapped at me with wild eyes.
"Didn't you hear me?I said the police came to me."

"So what?There is no evidence, remember?And they can't possibly think the person who put the criminal I'm jail  killed him."

That guy.

I knew Gunnar is a ball from nervousness back too but now I can clearly see it.I couldn't back the just because he's good at hiding himself.

Like her.

The police told him that they catched the three drugged  idiots in one of our warehouses, and that was.They also apologized for not catching Richard. That was.

But that guy is going nuts.

Though they won't be able to catch Richard for sure.
They can't go in hell and pull him on earth.

"They'll find out."He whispered ,I barely heard it.
"They won't."I said firmly.
"No one knows about it,nor Indie nor anyone else.This is between you,me and him, but we both know he can't tell anyone. This is leading to us.And we both won't say anything. This secret. We'll take it to grave like the others."
He looks at me.

"How are you so calm about all of this?Why are you so calm about all of it?"

Why.How.

I'm. I know why and how, but it's not like I'll tell him.

"I'm thinking with my brain,Gunnar, it will be good if you do it too.Both of you."I say the hint of anger behind my voice slipping.

I leave his shoulders and run my hand through my hair.

"You haven't told Indie about it?"

I turn to him .

What?Why would I tell her this?

He looks up at me, his eyes showing the weight of his burden.
"You like her and care about her.That's hard for you to do.And I thought you'd tell her."His voice was quiet and filled with tension.

I sigh.

He might not admit it, but I know this secret... it's eating me him alive, he cant do it like me,he can't shut it off. He's on edge.

This guy.

We might  share a complex relationship, but it's sure we have an  unbreakable bond.

Despite our  occasional disagreements , we are  brothers who always have each other's backs. We've grown up together, experiencing life's ups and downs side by side.
We share history and mutual understanding. We have  a deep-rooted connection that transcends mere friendship. In our  own way.