𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒖𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒔/ ℙ𝕠𝕖𝕥𝕣𝕪

32. ARE YOU DONE PRETENDING!?

Are you done pretending like I'm not the love of your life,
Like you have no desperation to make me become your most wanted wife.

Why do you pretend like you don't feel the urge to look at me forever,
Like you don't want to pull me into yourself and have that despairing to do whatever.

*Coughs*

I mean To stroke the strands of my hair behind my ear
To make every moment of mine romantic,
And when I'm not in your view every single second makes you more frantic.

Why do you pretend like you don't wanna hug me to soothe me
To kiss my cheeks to melt my heart,
And when you try to take advantage of the moment I whisper "woah, that's smart."

You stare at me for so long
You ogle like you don't wanna look away,
If you never want me a part of your beautiful life
Why do I feel like I should continuously pray.

I pray to have you
To be with you
To tell you that you need me even if you don't know now,
But i already hear you saying, "when did you realise we are meant for each other, i mean... how!?"

I would laugh
I would probably tell you "you hadn't been courageous. You hadn't been aware of what you actually wanted",
But i imagine you chuckling when I say, "it doesn't matter anymore because now I'm all here to make your life haunted."