Our marriage was arranged. We started having feelings for eachother after he tied knot around my neck. I thought it was forever but the we were divorced. Why did we? Why did we lose everything before everything could begin. I want to be with him but...
It's been few weeks since I started my new job in this new place. It is really refreshing without any scrutinizing look from the people who know you . It feels like finally I'm away from them.
Yesterday Akila came to my apartment and it was a surprise to me. She said as she had holidays she came here to stay with me.
And now here I am locked here with my ex-husband in my apartment by my sister. Seeing him infront of me has evoked the extinguished havoc inside me again.
The way he asked how are you brought out all the build up emotions that I have buried deep inside me all these years. It pains so much that tears started flowing out of my eyes without my control. Though I wiped them out they are not stopping.
" Please... don't cry " he said coming near me.
" how did you feel telling infront of everyone that you have never touched me. Yes I accept we never had sex but we did touch eachother and did many other things right " I asked him pouring out my heart.
" I did it for your own goodness Abi " he tried to reason out.
" Oh my God Hari. That day all I wanted to hear from you was come with me Abi I'm here for you and I will be there for you but what did I hear from you ok let's get divorced. Why the hell didn't you ask me to come with you. I came to your house believing you right not any other person in home. Am I right Hari ." I asked him with teary eyes and retired to my room.
I fell on the bed and cried my heart out which I never did in the past few years. The pain in heart was excruciating and it was unable to bear. I felt someone entering the room and I knew it was him. I didn't bother to react. I knew well nothing is going to happen just by any of my reaction.
I could feel him climbing on the bed. I stiffened when he laid beside me and wrapped his arm around my waist. I was lying on my stomach. He placed his face on my back. I could feel his face on my skin as I was wearing my saree. He loved me in saree.
" It was my mistake.... I know I should have taken you with me instead of accepting the divorce proposed by our parents. I know it was my mistake and my single sorry is not going to ease your pain " he said . I could feel his voice crack and tears on my back made me realize he is also crying.
It made me cry more. I cried until I couldn't cry anymore and his tears were making my back wet. Back then both of us were not ready to embrace eachother while thinking of the feud between our parents and now I have no idea what is going to happen...
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Ufff craving for something really spicy at this moment 😋
