Sorry I won't be able to update... I don't know how long... the I'm unable to bring myself to write. Since three weeks I'm trying to write 1 single chapter and I was only able to write 200 words. I'm mentally drained out. I'm seeking solace in everything I find.
When you laugh, smile and behave like a crooked person , people think she is happy and she has no worries in her life. But in reality it's just a facade to escape from the reality.
You wish atleast you had someone who could understand your thoughts, words and behavior but when you look around you realize there is none. Only suicidal thoughts remain as you feel no one will understand you at any point of life.
Phewww ..... everyone deal their depression in different way and I'm trying to find what is mine.
I hope I will write and complete this chapter soon. So please don't ask for updates dears. It feels hurt to answer you all that I don't know when I will be.. but I will give you one day by atleast writing one sentence daily...
Hope you understand my situation...
YOU ARE READING
In the blink of eyes..
RomanceOur marriage was arranged. We started having feelings for eachother after he tied knot around my neck. I thought it was forever but the we were divorced. Why did we? Why did we lose everything before everything could begin. I want to be with him but...
