you will always hold a part of me.
never yours,
ae
remember when i asked you one night when we went out for a silly ice cream getaway? that was about college. you mentioned that you won't ever get to live in a dorm and would rather travel for one and a half hour instead. i said, "that sucks," but at the back of my mind, i've been playing countless of scenarios that would be impossible to happen.
today, one of those comes to life. the way i imagined how i might run into you on a random tuesday on a bus because the only thing we share is this small town. how could i ever forget that back? how could i ever forget that posture. i knew it was you even without my glasses on. my mind knows the traces of you and there's no way i could possibly unlearn it. and that sucks because you have me in a chokehold and i would gladly cling into your arms. your presence had been tatted up on my core and you still somehow hold a part of me (please don't let go.)
