august, though you're slipping away,
i wanted a non-becoming one,
i'll be happy that way.
ae
it's always this month.
where i would feel super attached to everything. whether it's my hormones or the annual sadness i feel, i couldn't tell. what i can tell is august always and always makes me wanna wreck my guts to figure out the sense of becoming i feel every (for fuck's sake) beginning of the month.
i wanted to write a new novel. i just finished a series. i wanted to enroll in a swim class. i jus renew my gym membership. muay thai sounds nice? free! or haikyuu? i miss her scent, maybe i should buy the fabric conditioner like hers, and everything.
always this month.
